Haiz... sian sian sian... hmm... today lesssons are very boring.. argh.. mr phoa confiscated a lot of notes... haiz... cos a lot not listening to his lessons.. including her la... after his lessons went out.. bing tried to take her homework back lor... ask me... i wan de.. but pai seh... how to sae neh? heart really really broke when she shed tears during maths lessons.. argh... mr poon ask her to tear the homework she did.. she so innocent neh... haiz.... so xin tia... all look at me... hiaz... its being so long since the break.. around 3 months le... i still kept.. her stuffs she gave me.. now den i really understand why she folded 11 hearts in the bottle.. cos its april 11 we are together... haiz.. everytime i tink tat feelings fade alittle... but when things happen to hear... i felt such a deep pain in my heart.. unbearable... haiz... i still waiting for u.. are u willing to return... btw.. hmm shes a girl mah mr poon... maybe a lighter sentence... dun wish to tok abt this... lata sae i rude to teacher.. juz giving my comment... no offence to anyone... haiz.... many people are askin me why i'm depress.... even going up to the extend to kiss me.. juz to see me smile... but u tink i really wanted to be depress... i not lyk tat as u all know... but... trying to be happy isn;t really goning to work if u have tinks tat u worry about... i juz really can;t let all things down... haiz.. because of u... u let me find a real true meaning in love... really... plz.. i'm still after u... takin every drop of tears... juz for euu... haiz... btw... damn heng.. close close contact....