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Tales of a broken guy.
Its him.

#Depressionist_Jay
12/05/1991

Im just a human being, fighting for LOVE and PRIDE.
GOD, CANOEING, MATES and FRIENDS are my loves. music and jay are my ADDICTS. while others are just. TRASH.

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Date : Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Time : 7:52 PM

After whard happen today,
i really know whard this world is about,
really.
REALLY KNOW.
Its just so realistic,
in the adult world,
it all about their working societies,
and whard they do in order to come to the top.
In our teenage life,
its really all about whether ur in or out,
whether ur trend or cool.
To get leading or help in the crowd around u.
Take a example.
**** he has 2 female friends whom his close with.
2 of his friends are in love with both the 2 girls.
1 guy is his good buddy,
3 years of friendship,
CLOSE WITH EACH OTHER.
The other is just a friends known around one year,
not very close wif him,
i think he don't really quite like him.
So does the crowd.
I THINK HE'll be IN THE LONER CROWD BAH.
He decided to help his 3 yrs friend,
and destroy hope for the other guy,
Total destroy,
even though of them the situation is the same..
I DON UNDERSTAND WHY.
HAIZ.
FORGET IT.
LIFE's like that,
once u don't belong to the cool crowd,
u'll be sent to the exile bah...
Haiz...
same for the other presence today...
zzz




Date : Monday, October 30, 2006
Time : 8:57 PM

Sunday
not much to do la...
zzz...
morning went do judging again...
OMG.
Boats damn fast la...
5km
24 min complete le...
WOW.
AMAZING.
REAL AMAZING


Afternoon
Went to pei kenneth for orientation
OMG.
Its 4 hrs
4 hrs.
How long
wad i great friend i am....
den wed my turn also luhh.
Heng not in BREEKZ
he had to memorize so much items on the menu...
went home.
-END-


Today
Extended programme...
how sian...
all like do nothing de...
SS...
omg la...
ms koh came in...
suppose to teach SS
bEcome lesson on NE
zzz
Bio SPA
ZZZ...
almost all the way...
Got my PHone back..
HOW nice.
THey finally willing to upgrade.
UPGRADE.


Some people are so damn kp,
that i can tell u that even that they are at fault,
they will keep pointing the finger at u,
like they're perfect.
LOSERS



Date : Saturday, October 28, 2006
Time : 8:53 PM

Went out again...
This time wif big gain?
i Finally got a job
GOT A JOB
[PS : KENNY ROGERS TUA ME!]



AT Seoul garden or breekz
cos next to each other,
i may be shifted over...
hahas...




Bought ring,
how nice
=)





Date :
Time : 1:58 AM

Thurs
did not much, still the same old thing.
Cards, chess,
OMg.
i lost to mr quek,
HOW PRO.
PRO.
AMazing things happen,
i diam diam,
cnt sae anything,
only can watch show on mon,
All da BEst
MY Boy.
CHIOng dvd and vcd again...
o.0
didn;t know charlie and the chocolate factory is nice... =)

Friday
Trainings early in the morning,
omg,
i slept on the bus,
ALMOST MISS MY STOP.
MISS.
TRain
damn aching,
cos of wed training...
zzz
when tamp
service phone,
MOVIE.
DEAFER NOTE
that how they pronouce it...
hahas...
if people haven watch,
plz look out for the part when
LIGHT,
pronouce F.B.I
u'll laugh i guess...
=)



Date : Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Time : 11:08 PM

i don know,
DONT KNOW,
IS THIS LOVE OR STILL FRIENDSHIP...
I WONDER...



Date :
Time : 9:08 PM

Du lan
DU lan
DU Lan
DU LAn
DU LAN!


There are 2 types of people which i
HATE.
DEFINELY.
IN THIS WORLD.
FIRSTLY,
FIRST TYPE OF PERSON
WISHY WASHY,
LIKE FUNK.
CANNOT MAKE SPECIFIC CONDITIONS
AND FOLLOW THEM
THEY LIKE TO JUMP AROUND ON CONDITIONS
MAKING PEOPLE HARD TO FOLLOW,
AND IF THEY DON FOLLOW.
THEY WILL TRY AND GET THE SECOND KIND OF PEOPLE IN
KAY PO
KAY PO
KAY PO
ONES.


THEY ARE JUST SHRIMPS
TRYING TO ACT BENG
THROW CHAIR?
U TINK I SCARE IZZIT!
LIKE TO POK INTO PEOPLE MATTER,
DON WAN INVESTIGATE,
DEN SIDE THE WISHY WASHY DE.
PLZ LA...
FUNK OFF
FUNK OFF
FUNK OFF


MY WORLD
MY RULES.



Date : Monday, October 23, 2006
Time : 11:28 PM

RETURNED.
Damn late from home today luhh.
DAMN LATE.
Student returning home at around 9 plus,
u must have think he went to play wif his friend right?
NO!!
Hahas..
He has found himself a JOb.
JOB!!!
finally..
i don need to depend on the MOF call luhh,
now i know the feeling of how it is like,
TO BE CONFIRM,
STRAIGHT AWAY!!
=)
WORKING AT KENNY ROGERS,
Which looks like a place for adults de luhh...
=)
btw,
those who wans to work,
SAKAE is hiring,
chiong AR!!

Yuan lai ni bu shi wo de cai hong
[So i see that ur not my rainbow]
dai gei wo xiao rong
[The one bringing me smiles]
yuan lai ni zu zai wo de xin zhong,
[So all the while u live in my heart]
que bu zhi dao wo de gan shou.
[But u didn't know about my feelings]

- quote from FAN YI CHEN
YUAN LAI NI~



Date : Sunday, October 22, 2006
Time : 7:01 PM
My Sixth Blog Done... For kai weng... =) http://shadowheartx-.blogspot.com



Date : Saturday, October 21, 2006
Time : 3:09 PM

not much i did during these days,
only STONE.
STONE.




Thurs
not much really,
had post exam,
how boring,
akeelah and the bee..
zzz
check my results,
dropped my position one place,
8 in level,
how sian...




Friday
went to lan wif kai weng,
how sian,
had laksa,
how nice,
STONED.
DVDs...
=)





Today
DEATH NOTE
MANGA + ANIME.
CHIONGED.
=).
WAtch BLeach too...
Whole day of anime for me,
i'm still waiting for ur call,
MOF.
STONED.





Date : Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Time : 10:39 PM

LESSSONS are getting boring,
playing cards, chess,
ok la.
juz don like teacher to teach during this period.
NO MOOD.
to LEARN.
zzz


HERES A NOTE TO THOSE BIGMOUTHS,
weiying KNOWS WHO I AM MENTIONING.
PLZ.
IF u FIND UR MOUTH ITCHY,
PLZ FEEL IT UP WITH SOMETHING.
i DON CARE.
SHOOT OR wad...
JUZ DON ANYHOW SPREAD RUMOURS CAN.
U R MAYBE GETTING INTO DEEP DEEP SHOOT.
I DON KNOW.


today went interview,
hope can get the job bah...
=)=)=)=)=)



Date :
Time : 7:30 PM

=,=
don understand nowadays,
walk a bit nia...
damn tired liao...
zzz...


today went for interview with zul,
OMG.
First time luhh...
not sure can work not...
still muz wait for phone call...
it is a japanese restaurant la...
called MOF...
hahas
ministry of food...
hahas...


tml is post exam activity....
how sian again...
cos everytime the movie they screen is,
omg luhh...
damn sian de..
donno school will be screening not...



Date : Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Time : 9:32 PM

Nah ni NAh,
back to blog,
school lessons,
as boring,
EOY Marks.
E. Maths 70
A. Maths 50
Chinese (without oral) 72.5
Social Studies 52
Combined Science 60.5
Eng 58
Bio 63

went Vivocity,
AGAIN!
Hahas.
HAhas.
HAHas.
HAHAs.
HAHAS.
hehe.
went to watch SILK.
omg.
i like damn nice la.
NICE u KNOW.
NICE.
so cool the movie,
ate and came home lo...


ZzZ...
recent things happening made me du lan,
real du lan,
shi DU LAN de luhh...
zzz...
i Swear i shall never write ABT HER
OR ANYTHING I DO ON THE BLOG
COS SOMEONE MOUTH IS SO BIG THAT
HE OR SHE CNT CONTROL HER MOUTH
BUT TO TELL HER.
FUNK.
I DON CURSE.
AND I SHALL NEVER WILL.





Date : Monday, October 16, 2006
Time : 6:48 PM

nah nah de,
zzz juz came back from playing bb,
ni nah nah de,
playing wif LAMB,
nah nah de,
i only one running around,
nah nah de...
i score 4...
zzz...


hiong luhh today,
after school went bowling,
den went to cut hair,
how nice???
den still can play bb...


LALA,
SHALL WRITE THIS,
IN BOLD.
BOLD!
NAH NAH DE,
GOT ONE BIGMOUTH GO AND ANYHOW,
ANYHOW.
TALK CRAP TO HER,
TELL HER THINGS,
WTH,
CAN DON'T SO KAYPO.
NO. ONE.
PREVIOUS POST IS NOT MEANT FOR HER K.
I KNOW NO ENDING CAN.
I JUST WANNA BE FRIENDS WIF HER NOW CAN!
BETTER THAN STRANGERS.
DEN NOW U COME TELL THIS KIND OF THING.
U THINK SHE WILL STILL DARE TOK TO ME?
U ZI JI THINK LA.
THINK.
ZI JI THINK...
ARGH...

Changed my blog song,
cos of the msg she sent me,
don wan make anyone misunderstand.
ITS TUI HOU.
TUI HOU.
TUI HOU.
TUI HOU!!!
haiz...
donno wad to sae la...
very,
Very,
VEry,
VERy,
VERY.
DU LAN.
Du LAN.


Tian kong hui de xiang ku guo
[The sky is so gray that it looks like it just cried]
Li kai ni yi hou
[After leaving you]
Bing mei you gen zi you
[(I) did not regain more freedom]
Suan suan de kong qi
[(From) the soured air]
Xiu chu wo men de ju li
[(I) smelt our distance]
Yi mu zui xin de jie ju
[A heart breaking ending]
Xiang hu xi ban wu fa ting xi
[is continuous just like breathing]
Chou ti fan huang de ri ji
[The yellowed diary lied in the drawer]
Zha gan le hui yi
[(had) pressed dried [our] memories]
Na xiao rong shi xia ji
[That smile is just like summer]
Ni wo de guo qu
[Our past]
Bei shun shi zhen de wang ji
[Has been forgotten as time goes by]
Que yang guo hou de ai qing
[Love after anoxia (lack of oxygen)]
Chu xin de yan lei shi duo yu
[Careless tears are unnecessary]
Wo zhi dao ni wo dou mei you cuo
[I know that the fault is not in either one of us]
Zhi shi wang le ze me tui hou
[We just forgot how to step back]
Xin shi dan dan gei le cheng nuo
[We made promises to each other with confidence]
Que bei shi jian pu le kong
[Yet it has been emptied by time]
Wo zhi dao wo men dou mei you cuo
[I know that the fault is not in either one of us]
Zhi shi fang shou hui bi jiao hao guo
[It's just that letting go would make things easier]
Zui mei de ai qing hui yi li dai xu
[The most beautiful love is to be continued in [my] memory]



Date : Sunday, October 15, 2006
Time : 2:39 PM

been hearing quite a lot of people talking about Vivocity recently,
heard that there are excited to go there,
guys and gals,
let me tell u first la.
FIRSTLY.
The grand opening is at 1 dec 2006,
which means that out of all the shops,
60%.
60%.
are opened.
and its like there are no food courts opened yet at all,
AND.
there is a terrible construction smell there,
so if u still wish to go there,
go ahead,
don mind going to the new shopping department store,
think its under a robinsons group de bah,
u mind find my sister there and she might give u a discount.
HAHAS.
She has quite a high post there for ur info.


ZZZ.
been waking up damn damn late these days,
cos been sleeping like damn late can.
WAD THE.
ytd slept at 3 luhh...
someone ask me to pei...
bo bian lor...
makes me wake up like 12.30 today.
AFTERNOON.
rarely had i ever wake up in the afternoon luhh.
i BOY,
Slept like a GAL.
ZzZ.

Its been very very long,
ever since i talk to u face to face,
maybe its time for me to brave up my courage,
and tell u wad u meant to me.
The works are coming into the final stages,
hope u'll not reject it...


Here i go,
so dishonestly,
leave a note,
for u my only one,
if i let go,
there is just no one who gets me like u do,
u are my only,
my ONLY ONE.
ONLY...



Date : Saturday, October 14, 2006
Time : 9:45 PM

MINE.
Taurus-April
21st to May 20th
Personality
Taureans like to be rooted -- whether it is your environment, work, home or your opinions.
Thus you are a picture of stability to some and to others you can be stubborn,
with a mind closed to new ideas and a certain unwillingness to change.
But it works both ways, you are determined and do not easily buckle under pressure and adversity.
You are patient, loyal and caring.
Like the bull that represents your zodiac sign, you will be slow to anger but once annoyed, you will rage and turn ferocious.
There is no stopping you then.
Like fire, you can be a good friend and a bad enemy; you can also be quite shy and reserved.
But like the proverbial bull in the china shop,
a little clumsy in both life and language being remarkably outspoken and expressive with speech and exaggerated hand and arm movements when enraged.
You are not the kind to undertake risky ventures and certainly are not too apt to be rash.
This is partly because you are lazy and partly because of your need to hold on to what you already possess.
You like to live comfortably and are a good provider.
Ruled by Venus, you seek the pleasure of the senses and to you,
being a true admirer of beauty, material comforts are far more important than for other zodiac signs.
You are stubborn, carrying this trait to all spheres in your life, thereby, in a way, closing your options for a better life.
Your stubbornness, combined with laziness can create problems you will find difficult to deal with.
Often you will make little or no effort to change the situation around you. Nothing seems to drive you but the temptation to acquire some material benefit to keep you and yours happy.
Taurus Lover
Taureans are family-oriented people and enjoy spending time with loved ones.
You are drawn towards children and the children in turn, look up to you. Large-hearted to the point of being self-sacrificing,
always putting your family's needs above your own, and getting along with everyone,
unless they try to dominate you is the Taurean way.
Strong believers in fidelity and stable relationships, you can be romantic, attentive, tender, and affectionate. Rarely feeling the temptation to stray, you can be quite possessive and can indeed get jealous if your partner's attention wavers.
The romance with your partner is something that will be of constant interest and is unlikely to die even when you settle down to the routines of married life.
Taurus will find an ideal match in fellow Taureans, Virgos and Capricorns.
Marriage with an air sign like Aquarius could also prove successful.
You will take a fair amount of interest in what you fill your house with an d will definitely do your best to provide all material comforts.
Taurus Professional
Taurus is the money-sign of the zodiac and make excellent businesspersons.
Not only will you be successful in making money; you will be able to preserve it well.
You should be able to develop your business profitably and very rarely allow any rash decisions to harm your interests.
You will make good financiers and bankers.
If you choose the arts, as some Taureans do, it is more likely to be music, where you will excel; also doing well in work connected with land or environment.
Taurus Traveller
You are an earthy sign. The lush and rolling hills are ideal for holidaying...but only in an out of this world resort where good living is high.
Good comfortable living is your number one priority. Everything is pre-planned from ticket booking to hotel reservations.
Basically you are homebodies so travelling to unknown places is not something you are always ready to do.
A holiday in a familiar place or not too far away from home ground is what you need.
Taurus Teens
This girl is extremely fashion conscious and loves to dress up.
She is ruled by Venus, the planet of Love and Beauty.
She has a penchant for necklaces, as Taurus, her sign, rules the neck and throat. She can often be seen at shops, spending her stash of cash.
She can be a bit self-indulgent at times, so gently remind her that she may not need all the things she spends her money on.
She has a weakness for all things sweet, which often causes digestive problems.
She is extremely patient and determined as she systematically goes about realising her goals.
Her ambition ensures that she is both hardworking and helpful towards others.
She is not likely to be actively involved in sports, though she wouldn't mind light sports like golf.
The Taurus girl is a bit obstinate at times and holds fixed opinions, but on the other hand,
when she sets goals for herself, she follows them up thoroughly and unwaveringly.
She is rarely hindered by obstacles that others find daunting. Look out for her, she will go places.
The Taurus lad is big, powerfully built and obstinate. While he may be extremely stubborn and want to have his way, it would do well to remember that 'his' way is probability the best 'way' of all!
He can be very opinionated, but he can also be extremely patient, tolerant and dependable.
He pursues his goals with perseverance and determination, and it shows up in his schoolwork.
He does well at school, paving the way to a good career.
He can often be self-indulgent, spending money on the good life.
He works hard so that he can pay for his own indulgences.
The Taurus lad knows the value of networking and always mixes with the right crowd.
He is a plodder, and rarely gives in to frustrations.
He enjoys outdoor activities like hiking and gardening; anything that gets him close to the earth.
The Taurus boy is a neat, orderly person. All in all, he is the perfect son to have
Taurus Well Being
This zodiac signs rules the neck, throat, tongue, ears and the thyroid gland and care should be taken to avoid any trouble in these areas.
You have a tendency to put on weight.
Vegetarians should consume good quality protein from lentils, pulses and fish
It is very important to take good care of your health, as people belonging to your sign are predisposed towards heart-related complications later in life.
You can avoid this by maintaining a simple exercise regimen. Aerobics, brisk walking, cycling, swimming, etc. at least three times per week would be ideal.
Yoga is good too, but is not a substitute for aerobic activity. As most Taureans do not bring home their work pressures, you are not likely to suffer from stress-related problems.
You are also very slow to anger.
However, when you do, it takes a long time for your anger to cool down.
This poses an additional danger for your heart and blood pressure. Whenever you feel a bout of anger rising within you, take a deep breath, count to ten or walk away
Although you tend to look rather stocky and are prone to put on weight, you can be surprisingly graceful in your movements.
You have a good complexion and noticeable eyes.
Taureans are prone to throat infections that if neglected, they may lead to laryngitis. Thyroid and constipation are also common complaints..
You maintain a high protein/high fat diet. You must also consume good quality protein from lentils, pulses and fish (if you are a non-vegetarian). Stay away from fatty meats and cheese.
It is very important to take good care of your health, as people belonging to your sign are predisposed towards heart-related complications later in life.
You can avoid this by maintaining a simple exercise regimen. Aerobics, brisk walking, cycling, swimming, etc.
at least three times per week would be ideal. Yoga is good too, but is not a substitute for aerobic activity.
As most Taureans do not bring home their work pressures, you are not likely to suffer from stress-related problems. You are also very slow to anger.
However, when you do, it takes a long time for your anger to cool down. This poses an additional danger for your heart and blood pressure. Whenever you feel a bout of anger rising within you, take a deep breath, count to ten or just walk away.
Taurus Luck
Rose pink, brown, grassy green and all shades of blue are good colours for Taureans.
Friday is your lucky day, whereas number six and others that add up to it bring you luck. In gems, you should go for diamond, white zircon and moonstone. Venus is your ruler and your element is earth.




Date :
Time : 9:32 PM
HER.
HOROSCOPE.
Pisces-Feb 19 to March 20
Personality
Like its symbol of two fish swimming in opposite directions,
Pisceans are always torn between choices whether to seek the light or sink into the darkness.
Being well liked for their kind and sympathetic nature,
their charm of manner and carefree nature will impress many.
You are compassionate,
and unless pushed to the wall, will rarely hurt anyone.
A Piscean can be very caustic but the sarcasm is not always direct and generally goes unnoticed.
However, this can land you in a spot every once in a while.
You find it difficult to conform and follow rules or to cope with discipline. When the going gets really rough,
the Piscean may try to flee down river and hide amongst the vast schools of fish swimming lazily around.
The very weak-willed among you are likely to indulge in alcohol and drugs to escape.
Alternatively, you might be able to pour out your emotions in creative arts.
You put your emotions in poetry or short verse but seldom open up to those around you on a personal basis.
Although you might be impractical and somewhat uneasy with the real world, you are brave and prefer a lot of independence.
Pisceans like to delve in spiritual matters and lots of you are fascinated by the occult.
Maybe because many fish are psychic or their dreams can be strange and portential.
Remember one thing: you are the culmination of all that has gone before, whilst Aries is the birth of the zodiac,
Pisces the twelfth sign is death and eternity, you are the distillation of all the other signs.
Pisces Lover In the world of romance, you crave fairytales, being more in love with the idea of love than being in love itself.
Though you are strongly attracted to good looks,
your attention will completely fizzle out if your partner is not intelligent;
you may just simply lose interest once you have been able to "secure" the object of your desire.
For some, the pursuit is sometimes more fun than the end result.
Those born under Scorpio, Cancer, and Pisces make ideal partners for Pisces.
Pisceans can be unnecessarily suspicious and jealous, and this might cause a lot of heartache.
Although you will expect a perfect marriage, your unpredictable moods will be the reason for some tension at times.
The most important ingredient you bring to a relationship is love.
You are gentle, sensitive, and a romantic through and through,
valuing fidelity in a marriage and will be kind and affectionate to your spouse and children.
Though you let your partner take on a dominant role in public, you like to rule at home.
As you long for love, it is essential that you establish a loving relationship with your family.
Pisces Professional
Pisceans will do well in performing arts, especially the theatre.
In science, Pisceans tend to work in the fields of either physics or medicine.
They will also do well in ocean-based occupations or working with animals.
Pisceans normally have talents that will get them money and fame.
The streak of independence in you rarely allows you to be dependent on others.
You will be ready to help the needy, having no consideration for a rainy day,
even if you are not sure that it will be returned.
You hate to chase money owed, hoping that it will be returned voluntarily.
You are often distracted when bored, which tends to affect your work adversely.
You need to be focused and inspired to give your best.
Pisces Traveller
You love water and would head straight for some beach resort.
Perhaps scuba diving and water skiing on holiday is your dream holiday; though splashing around on the beach is your idea of fun too.
You are generally very emotional and romantic so would love to holiday with your partner.
Pisces Well Being
Pisces people have slow metabolisms, which is why they wake up sleepy eyed and listless,
poor eating habits can bring troubles so try to set regimes and stick to them,
Pisceans lungs are not strong, they can be a bit asthematic and are also prone to colds and flu bugs.
Those of you living in cold climates should take adequate protection against the cold (keep your head, hands and neck covered).
Those living in warmer climes should take special care of personal hygiene.
Most of you are less than average in height, with large or small hands, big feet or little feet there are generaly no in betweens.
You have a tendency to put on weight, unless you make special efforts to fight it off.
A double chin is common among Pisceans and a good number among you have large eyes and a wide mouth.
Ankles and feet are the vulnerable areas of Pisceans.
Some also suffer from liver and digestive afflictions and varicose veins. Painting, listening to music, reading and dance can help calm your nerves.
Swimming is a good form of exercise as well as relaxation for you. Pisceans are often good at martial arts as they have the necessary inner strength, try some Tai Chi first thing in the morning to put life in perspective for the rest of the day.
Pisces Luck
Warm colours like red, yellow and orange are lucky for Pisces.
Your lucky stone is amethyst, whereas Sunday, Tuesday and Thursday are favorable days. Wednesday and Friday do not prove to be good for people under this zodiac sign. Neptune is your ruler and your element is water
WATER
Water people are never petty.
They are clever and plan well ahead. But they often tend to be timid.The element Water is represented by blue or black.
Water shapes include gentle undulations like waves in a river.
A water house has numerous bays, and like the ebb and flow of water, experiences regular change in fortunes)
Pisces Teens
The best shoulder to cry on -- that's the Pisces girl for you.
Compassion and sympathy are the hallmarks of this girl and don't be surprised if she ends up in the profession of social welfare.
Since much of her time will be taken up relieving others' worries, she will hardly find time to pamper her personal self.
Comfortable in second-hand clothes, she'll be happy in whatever makes her feel comfortable.
The Pisces lass has a dreamy disposition and loses track when she wanders.
She is invariably late for appointments. The best institution suited for her will be, preferably, a small liberal arts college.
Always willing to help a friend, the inner beauty of a Pisces lady lies in her creativity and powers of empathy.
Kind and compassionate, a Piscean lad generally goes out of his way to help others.
He never intentionally hurt others and seeks to avoid confrontation at all costs.
He spends much of his time in the cocoon of his private dream world. He is absent minded at times.
He sees the world through rose tinted glasses, he walks around with his head in the clouds.
He is generally a loner and often has to be drawn into the company of friends.
By and large, he is very selective about his friends.
He often lacks in determination and this may account for his not realising his potential.
He is an impressionable person who could get into wrong company that might have potentially disastrous consequences.
If he can be motivated to work hard, there is very little he cannot achieve.





Date :
Time : 8:59 PM

its been a very very long time,
ever ever had i fall in such a deep deep love.
I'm very grateful that u provided me with the beautiful days,
that we both had together.
Sad to sae,
it ended in 39 days.
I was shocked,
totally shocked,
when u told me you've made ur decision.
U told me u had no feel for me anymore,
i don believe it,
because the ytd was so sweet.
It juz seems like we had become total strangers the next day.
I tot i was in the wrong,
i blamed myself for things that i do that may lead to the separation.
But i was more heartbroken during the class bbq in June.
I'm falling apart.
NUMBED myself.
With lots of work and laughter.
That why i even started revision for EOY,
way before time.
I tot i was moving on,
WRONG.
TOTAL WRONG.
Deep inside,
i'm still in love with u.
So i've decided.
2nd ATTEMPT.
HERE I COME.
I know the odds aren't high,
but i still hope u will return.
TO ME.
ONCE AGAIN.


Three CHEERS,
AND three CHEERS for,
KAI WENG,
Hugashaga, Hugashaga, Hugashaga.
HUGASHAGA.


Hmm,
Not much to blog today,
think have changed my way of blogging le bah,
cos i find it too messy,
to put a whole chunk of words together,
its also reader friendly too.
Tink i slacked the whoel day bah,
didn't even bother to wash my shoes,
TRIMMED MY OWN HAIR!!!


Gals and Guys and 3e2,
be prepared for the worst on mon,
mr poon will have 4 periods to bury our souls into the graves,
he sae overall,
CLASS NOT GOOD.
MUZ SCOLD.
PLUS THOSE WHO FAIL!
Die ar...
my a maths need half mark to pass...
Plz,
handsome poon...



Lots of people are passing away this year,
god bless zhi hong's grandfather...
u heng don need to come school on mon and tue...
#Depressionist_Jay X((






Date : Friday, October 13, 2006
Time : 6:43 PM
Sometimes i wonder,
am i really that detestful.
That made people and friends detest me,
going out leaving me alone,
kping me,
i don't understand why.
WHY.
I'm here trying to be friendly,
am i giving this kind of treatment,
i don't understand why,
i just don't understand.




Listening to mr brown now,
his shows are really getting more and more funny.
From americans tv shows,
they create new singapore versions.
OC ->JC
Desperate housewife -> Desperate housefly.
Ghost Whisperer ->Goat Whisperer
LOST ->FOUND
Grey Anatomy -> Taste Anatomy
Scrubs -> Strums
Charm -> Cham

Singapore Modified Shows...
True Courage -> True piles
Get Real -> They're Real, Really....


NASA is planning to build a Moon life to transport people up the moon, so singapore build one too, for tourist attraction... Added typical singapore problems to this episodes... Like kids pressing every level of the life, people urinating in the lift...


Day by Day... i still waiting for ur return.
ALWAYS.
135 days.



Date : Thursday, October 12, 2006
Time : 8:19 PM
Day by day,
Night by night,
i dreamt of ur return,
but never to be coming true.
Wishes and promises that were made,
are all broken,
I'm being trashed up,
like a trash paper being thrown into the bin.
Love is like a piece of paper,
writing about everything on it.
Our piece of paper was being thrown away,
even before it is fully written.
Wad i really hope now is,
to rewrite the paper.
AGAIN.


#Depressionist_Jay



Date : Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Time : 12:12 AM
It is because that one of the stars in the sky that i create for u,
had changed its feelings towards me,
causing u to leave me.
People say that a smiling brighten up one's day,
but in yur smile,
not only did u brighten up my day,
i fully fooled by ur charm,
ur beauty,
is irreplaceble by anything,
anything on earth,
in this universal,
u are the only one,
who can make me happy,
AGAIN.
People say love is everlasting,
but why it ended so early?
She mentioned a change of feelings,
but she hasn;t fallen for anyone one,
or had i done anything wrong to her?
No...
Falling deeply into the edge of the world,
without her love,
its just feel so empty inside,
it juz seems like she draw the soul out of me....
Never again shall i be able to feel,
be happy,
wad is left is juz empty.
TOTAL EMPTINESS.

DEPRESSIONIST.
JAY.
XX((