alone i gaze out at the skys
and there's two stars like your eyes
i think back to the days when you were mine
everything was perfect in that moment of time
i feel like nothing can take me back
to the days when nothing was in wack
you were everything to me
and now your gone how could this be

you were an angel sent from above
sent down for me to love
i remember when we were together
i thought it would last forever
i dont wanna see you leave
so cant you just stay please
i dont wanna live this life without you
because i can only think about you
when i was with you everything was right
losing was my fright
now that you left
nothing is for the best
i feel like that was my last chance
never again will i dance
i cry to bring you here
without you i fear
i fear the emotions i keep bottled up
all i wanna do is put them in a cup
to send them away
to ruin someone else's day
on my parade it wont stop pouring
all my emotions are soaring
up and above to a different place
with a different face
to where no one can trace
where my emotions cant be chased
back in reality i cant make you mine
or get this life back in line
to me you were something more
than just a shell on the shore
more than just a star in the sky
you had a sparkle in your eye
you were more than a fish in the sea
cant you see?
you had something no one else had
just to hold you once i should be glad
for a while my dreams came true
there's nothing else i can do,
as tears always form behind my eyes
but i'll never let you see me cry
And i remember all the misery,
Wish it wasn't the communication we lacked,
Walking out that door with tears streaming down my face.
..*But you broke my trust,
Shot through it with a dart.
i woke up one day feeling lonely
thinking how beautiful life can be
if only you were here with me
i could have stopped this misery
reminiscing the memories we've shared
memories that cannot be compared
the laughter and cries that we cared
the time when you were here
i want to be at your side
i want you to hold me tight
but its impossible since you're gone
leaving me behind alone
you pushed me away form you
'cuz i coudn't say i love you
and when i finally realized i was meant for you
you shoved me out of your life
for so many nights i have cried in vain
thinking that i might go insane
i can't bear this pain
knowing that you wont comeback again
i wonder how you're moving so fast
while i am still living in the past
i call your name and i think of you
and tears fall down without a clue.

Once with you, i was filled with happiness.
Once with you, i was never lonely,
Once with you, i never felt sad.
Once with you, i felt love,
Once with you, i understand care.
Once with you, i know how to treasure,
Once with you, i learn how to share.
Once with you, it ended once and for all.

Without you, i felt lonely,
Without you, i'm emoing,
Without you, i'm useless
Without you, i'm worthless,
Without you, i'm cold.
Without you, the love is gone,
Without you, its broken,
Without you, i'm falling.
Without you, it sucks.
Without you. IT
ENDED.


##Jay