Elo...
Guys... back.. hmm.. wad should i sae.. hmm first day of school.. ALMOST late! ar.. sian.. go class normal lesson... haiz.. still can't take my eyes off her... haiz... why... seems lyk she ish really very attractive in my mind.. don know why jealousy ish always on my mind when i'm seeing her wib others guys... and i would think of thing lyk she abandon me cos of tat guy... haiz... wee ming and i shall be da best buddy forever.. we are so de alike.. haiz. went visit dad today.. the temple close.. wth... den slpet on bus.. overshot.. sian.. saw lim hee on the bus.. so pai seh.. hahas.. haiz... want to be filial on tou qi also cnt.. temple close.. wth.. ar.. sian... i'm getting bored in the first days off school... seems lyk everyone ish trying to avoid the subjects of parents... cos of me? haiz.. wad can i do? lord want me to go thru these obtacles of life... having a teenage who ish juz 15 yrs old to face the fact tat his dad was 53, so young when he pass away... and to lose his love one be4 his father passed away... wth.. lord.. could yu be more kind to him.. wad evil has he accumlated to deserve such ending.. haiz... she not ignoring i gues... but felt a very hiong o chap feelings.. juz only to entertain me.. don wish me to be sad cos of my dad.. pity me... Oh man..i don need any pityness.. i juz need u to be dere for me in times.. lyk now? haiz....