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Tales of a broken guy.
Its him.

#Depressionist_Jay
12/05/1991

Im just a human being, fighting for LOVE and PRIDE.
GOD, CANOEING, MATES and FRIENDS are my loves. music and jay are my ADDICTS. while others are just. TRASH.

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Date : Sunday, November 25, 2007
Time : 11:45 PM
time to change some emo music in the blog(:




guess the song.
if you guys know.






#JAy
2046.



Date : Saturday, November 24, 2007
Time : 1:29 AM
There was a merman.
who led a peaceful life.
with work studies and play.
balance nicely.
there was once a time.
he was too playful.
he came into the land of the forbidden.
where he was told not to come on.
the land of the humans.

yea.
it wasnt like.
love at first sight.
but.
she was definitely special in his heart.
he could feel it.
but she was juz an ordinary girl.

in order to get into contact with her.
he transformed into a human.
with the price that.
he would not be able to become a merman anymore.
and he could only stay up to 5 hrs on the land.

and then.
he met her.
made friends.
and becomed close with her.
until den.
he confessed.
about the feelings.
he had for her.
the girl was shocked.
didnt know wad to do.
she tried to give him excuses.
she was into the same sex.
lesbian.
he didnt believe.
and persist.

until den.
the girl keep giving him attitude.
hoping that one day.
the guy would give up.
and become friends again.

but that didnt happen.
the guy was totally hurt.
he tried.
but he failed.
he didnt wan the girl to suffer.
to bring all this trouble.
juz to make him give up.

and so he did.
that night.
he did not return to the sea.
but to go on and wrote a song.
in this musical box.

he manage to finish the song he wrote.
it was suppose to be sang to her on her birthday.
but it wont be happening anymore.
as he is already panting for breath.
trying to hand on.
be4 he give up.
Upon his last breath.
he manage to came across a musical shop.

he gave the box to the shop owner.
only to the promise that he would play it and put it on display.
everyday.
regardless rain or shine.
and he vanish.
without a sound.
he was dead.

the girl did not tink much.
only to tink that maybe the guy had given up.
breaking all contacts with her.
but didnt she realised.
he die for.
HER LOVE.

Somewhere on this street.
the faithful tune is still so beautiful.
playing on.
this story.
about a one sided love.
can you hear it?

this story might sound familiar or edited.
but to me.
it is so.
IMPORTANT.
can you hear it?
the faitful tunes playing in the musical box.
with one or two fins trapped beneath the box.
waiting to be heard and exposed.







#JAy
2046.



Date : Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Time : 2:10 AM
prom is fun!!!
shall post pics tml.
(:




#JAY
2046.



Date : Sunday, November 18, 2007
Time : 12:47 AM
wee hoo.
back to blog.
one day nvr come home le.
zzz.
went over night mahjong.
and lots of shopping.
with lots of talking.
abt wads been happening recently.
ppl are going for tp rawks.
and some are doing last min shopping for prom.
while im thinkin.
wad is happening.
that had fallen apart.
lol.
haiz.
i really dunno wad to sae.
really have to agree with wad kevin is trying to bring up bah.
i guess this shall be the end of it lo.
it all not united at all.
how to carry on.






#JAy
2046.



Date : Friday, November 16, 2007
Time : 1:37 AM
hoo hoo.
update update.
hahas.
after reading friends blogg.
back to blog again.
well.
bo jio again today.
lol.
aiya.
dont really much care la.
some of you are juz contacting me for the sick of soccer.
arh.
wadever.
i dont care really that much.
i gonna stop keying them for eu.
sooner or later.
see the situation.
lol.
wan all go jun dere lo.
i dont mind.
lol.
wadever.




and to my dearest secret friend.
yea.
i know its not your fault.
ur not the main ones deciding who goes and whose not.
i know.
juz wanna let u know.
even quarrel so many times.
ur still my friend eh.
i'll respect you too(:
i dont care wad other might sae.
i por u or wadever.
juz wanna thank you.
for the 2 year of friendship.
i'll last long.
with everything i could.
and for this outing things.
i dont really freaking wanna care.
it makes me so de.
dulan.
why should i.
spend so much effort.
for them?
when they dont give a damn abt me.
aiya.
don wanna cont.




#JAY
2046.
3 bo jios.
and counting still



Date :
Time : 1:21 AM
heyys.
im back to blog ehhs.
hahas.
because someone sae i nvr update.
muahahah.
u-know-who.
lol.
today was very busy
went out the whole day.
shopping, eating.
celebrated yinah birthday.
she was like kind of surprise.
hahas.
went to breekz to eat.
delin zhuan dao lo.
eat wrong order.
lol
hahas.
den cut the cake.
blah blah.
saw wendy(:
dont be sad la.
lol.
(:
den after that went to shop at marina,
topman, zara. u name it.
all got go.
den decide the head down to central to look for more nicer clothes.
( i really fall in love with that kinky smile u gave me)
went to natural project.
brought a blazer and a shirt.
while den go back to bugis to look for more accesories.
almost all bought.
spend like. 200???
saw this very nice blazer.
its like.
199
wth.
lol.
expensive.
hmm.
shall cont to shop more.
and borrow stuffs for prom night.
i need to camera.
zzz.






#JAy
2046



Date : Thursday, November 15, 2007
Time : 12:18 AM
hellos.
hahas.
back to blog.
lazy to emo those shit la.
been working recently.
haiz.
back to seoul.
same old crap.
hahas.
tourist.
they always.
nvr fail to drink.
the soup.
as soft drink.
they tot.
the soup jug.
liquid inside.
is for drinking purposes.
lol.
=-=
today.
quite fun la.
except after mam may leave.
wtf.
marylou come kp again.
zzz.
caught me using phone in kitchen
threaten me with the promotion.
(weili u owe me one. hahas. i got caught msging you.)
lol.
cool stuff.
sam and sally is getting promoted.
sally
cool.
1 year.
promote le.
lol.
poor sam.
work so long.
den become sir.
weird to call them like that la.
hahas.
(:
im also promoting!!!
po pi
today incident wont affect my performance
to be promoted.
lol.
god bless.
(:






#JAy
2046.



Date : Sunday, November 11, 2007
Time : 10:30 AM
ALRIGHT.
BO JIO ALL U WAN WAN.
I NOT GOING TO GIVE A FREAKING DAMN ABT THIS ANYMORE.
ONCE AND AGAIN.
U GUYS DID IT.
CONGRATS.








BETTER OFF ON MY OWN.
#JAY
2046.
i shall stop.
the benefits.
u guys are having.
and im risking.
for my future.
for it
#JAy
2046.



Date : Thursday, November 08, 2007
Time : 1:18 AM
emo post.
with a emo song.

蒲公英的约定

hmm.
back to blog.
this is gonna to be a emo post???

hmm.
work sure suck hell lot.
hmm.
back also broke.
lol.
i guess.
if i dont say this
i dont feel good bah.
hmm.
i know i have been excluded out of the class clique.
out of the boy gang.
i know wad i've done.
or my character.
u guys doesnt like.
that why i have been left out.
i have nth to sae.
cos i told myself i wont SI myself.
hmm.
guess this shall be it bah.
thanks for those who trully cared.
and thanks for those who cared for me only when they meet me.
for those memories.

to
charyl.
hahas.
this post is so emo.
thanks for 4 years of being my classmate.
and meii.
hahas.
i guess.
your better off with herng they all bah.

to
kevin.
hahas.
even though u kp me many times.
hahas.
i wont be bothered by that.
u said i por u.
hmm
i guess i was just trying to make a better friendship with you.
but i guess that didnt work.

to
bing cheng.
thanks for being my friend.
hahas.
and soccer khaki.
(:

to
ying herng.
happy belated birthday by the way.
hahas.
hmm.
i guess u dont really like me that much.
probably hate me bah.
anyway.
i still treated u as a friend.


to
kai weng.
hahas.
thanks for being there to motivate to study.

to
kian chong.
hahas.
tyty.
even though we quarrelled a lot of times.
ur still my sitting partner
and my friend.
but i dont know.
how u feel abt me la.

to zhi hong.
hahas.
thanks for being there.
hahas.
(;

to leow
hahas
thanks for being there too.
big one.

to eddie.
hahas.
4 years of friend.
i know u still understand.
even though u non stop kp.
hahas.
(:

DOROTHY.
hahas.
hi ex.
lol.
study hard alrights.
(:
rmb my promise.
hahas.
(:





#Jay
2046.



Date : Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Time : 12:44 AM
i dunno wad to do now.
zzz.
all i ever wanted.
is to stop u from doing all these.
its from my kind intention.
plz.
forgive me alrights.
i wan u to lead a happy life.




#jAy
2046.