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Tales of a broken guy.
Its him.

#Depressionist_Jay
12/05/1991

Im just a human being, fighting for LOVE and PRIDE.
GOD, CANOEING, MATES and FRIENDS are my loves. music and jay are my ADDICTS. while others are just. TRASH.

I am worth, $2,456,190
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Date : Friday, August 31, 2007
Time : 11:27 PM
hohoho
back to blog.
wanna this out for once.
zzz.
hmm.
things.
so far so good.
except.
friends and relationship.
studies.
zzz
talk abt studies first
zzz.
lee chee hao
u can go and die la.
haven start revision.
wth.
zzz.
i really donno wad to sae.
juz slack slack slack
buck up can?
slaps*

friends and relationship.
haiz.
i donno wad to sae la..
juz really
2 months of agony.
lol.
i'm really gone.
juz so fed up with friends here.
seriously.
being condemn.
being blame for things i nvr steal.
being bo jio for outing.
being neglected.
all i tried to salvage.
it doesnt seems right, lord.
it juz don feels right.
it juz aint right.
i'm not part of th clique.
i'm not part of them.
i'm juz not even part of everything.
i'm juz.
STANDING ALONE.
haiz.
donno wad to sae.
juz that.
i find you.
forgetting those whose care at yu.
when ur back in lower secs times.
that wad i called clique hopping.
maybe not.
maybe juz.
wang en fu yi.
don forget wad i told u.
u gave me a hypocrite ans.
u nver expect him to be in this way.
but u ended up being the closest to him now.
wad is this.
nvm.
maybe its better we'll go on our separate ways,
and not be in the same school anymore.
wadever.
no more piercing her girl(:


Baptised in the river.(:

lord, forgive me for wad i done.
as i try to be more like you,
forgive me for my sins.
wad i'm only left with.
its juz u with me.
i would walk the journey with you.
plz.
give me power.
give me strength.
to able to improve.
and grow spiritually.

one live,
i lay at your altar.
one love,
i have with you.
touch me again,
feel me as u hold.
my outstretch hand.

amen.

#JJAy
2046.



Date : Friday, August 24, 2007
Time : 9:32 PM
zzz..
haiz.
why muz like that to me.
T_T
haiz.
i'm suffering.
lol.
zi bao zi qi.
for wad.
ren jia you bu zhi dao.
lol
(:




#JJAy
2046.



Date : Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Time : 5:35 PM
haiz.
zzz.
life sucks big time this week.
0.0
haiz.
BGR
FRIENDS
DAMAI
STUDIES.
sink deep to the core.
haiz.
i juz don know whard to sae.
juz 3 more months.
i'll ren.
to get out of this sucky school.
haiz.
now i really see.
why some ppl are hypocrites.
and those who xi xin yan jiu.
take it as i overlook you as a good ppl bah.
nvm.
those are not for me to judge.
but for him.
i believe fair judgement.
there will be.
in time to come.
in the way,
or another.



PS: U CUT YOUSELF. I AM GOING TO LE.


GOD WILL MAKE A WAY.
Amen.







#Jay
2046.



Date : Monday, August 20, 2007
Time : 11:12 PM
alone i gaze out at the skys
and there's two stars like your eyes
i think back to the days when you were mine
everything was perfect in that moment of time
i feel like nothing can take me back
to the days when nothing was in wack
you were everything to me
and now your gone how could this be

you were an angel sent from above
sent down for me to love
i remember when we were together
i thought it would last forever
i dont wanna see you leave
so cant you just stay please
i dont wanna live this life without you
because i can only think about you
when i was with you everything was right
losing was my fright
now that you left
nothing is for the best
i feel like that was my last chance
never again will i dance
i cry to bring you here
without you i fear
i fear the emotions i keep bottled up
all i wanna do is put them in a cup
to send them away
to ruin someone else's day
on my parade it wont stop pouring
all my emotions are soaring
up and above to a different place
with a different face
to where no one can trace
where my emotions cant be chased
back in reality i cant make you mine
or get this life back in line
to me you were something more
than just a shell on the shore
more than just a star in the sky
you had a sparkle in your eye
you were more than a fish in the sea
cant you see?
you had something no one else had
just to hold you once i should be glad
for a while my dreams came true
there's nothing else i can do,
as tears always form behind my eyes
but i'll never let you see me cry
And i remember all the misery,
Wish it wasn't the communication we lacked,
Walking out that door with tears streaming down my face.
..*But you broke my trust,
Shot through it with a dart.
i woke up one day feeling lonely
thinking how beautiful life can be
if only you were here with me
i could have stopped this misery
reminiscing the memories we've shared
memories that cannot be compared
the laughter and cries that we cared
the time when you were here
i want to be at your side
i want you to hold me tight
but its impossible since you're gone
leaving me behind alone
you pushed me away form you
'cuz i coudn't say i love you
and when i finally realized i was meant for you
you shoved me out of your life
for so many nights i have cried in vain
thinking that i might go insane
i can't bear this pain
knowing that you wont comeback again
i wonder how you're moving so fast
while i am still living in the past
i call your name and i think of you
and tears fall down without a clue.

Once with you, i was filled with happiness.
Once with you, i was never lonely,
Once with you, i never felt sad.
Once with you, i felt love,
Once with you, i understand care.
Once with you, i know how to treasure,
Once with you, i learn how to share.
Once with you, it ended once and for all.

Without you, i felt lonely,
Without you, i'm emoing,
Without you, i'm useless
Without you, i'm worthless,
Without you, i'm cold.
Without you, the love is gone,
Without you, its broken,
Without you, i'm falling.
Without you, it sucks.
Without you. IT
ENDED.


##Jay



Date :
Time : 11:05 PM
我到了这个时候还是一样
Wo dao le zhe ge shi hou hai shi yi yang
Even until now I am still the same

夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
Ye li de ji mo rong yi rang ren bei shang
The loneliness at night evokes sadness so easily

我不敢想的太多 因为我一个人
Wo bu gan xiang de tai duo yin wei wo yi ge ren
I don't dare to think too much, because I am alone


迎面而来的月光拉长身影
ying mian er lai de yue guang la chang shen ying
The moon ahead of me, draws long shadows

漫无目的的走在冷冷的街
man wu mu di de zuo zai leng leng de jie
I am walking aimlessly along the cold streets

我没有你的消息 因为我在想你
wo mei you ni de xiao xi ying wei wo zai xiang ni
I don't have your news, because I am thinking of you

爱我别走
Ai wo bie zou
If you love me don't go

如果你说 你不爱我
Ru guo ni shuo, ni bu ai wo
If you say you don't love me

不要听见你真地说出口
bu yao ting jian ni zhen de shuo chu kou
I don't want to hear it from you

再给我一次温柔
Zai gei wo yi ci wen rou
Please give me another moment of warmth


credits to jay-chou.net


#JAy
2046.



Date : Saturday, August 18, 2007
Time : 8:38 PM
haiz haiz haiz.
why muz it be like that.
i don understand.
i really juz wanna share it with u.
haiz









#JJAY
2046.



Date : Thursday, August 16, 2007
Time : 4:10 PM
hohohos
back to blog.
zzz.
33 days to prelim.
65 days to o lvl.
wa.
mati la.
haven start choinging yet
always slacking.
zzz.
LEE CHEE HAO
wake up wake up!!!
argh..
aiya
.
chiong le la.
no time blogg.
lol.
STUPID PkIkG
ASS.
zzz.

go to the everlasting fire!


LURVES GIRL(:






#JJAY
2046.



Date : Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Time : 9:01 PM
hohohos.
back to blog.
zzz.
oral was.
#&*(^$&#$^*($
WTH.
wa lao.
i hate the malay examiner.
K.N.S
she is the #^&*$^&*#@#^$$#
i smile at her.
she %^&*^#&$^#$&* me
wth.
keep staring at me.
only i interact with the chinese examiner.
lol.
she siao de.
somemore
shes the one recording the marks.
hehe.
one sub down.
with an A1
hoots!
my first.
for CHinese.
muz jia you wors.
hehe.
tml.
ss common test.
gone le las.
donno wad to do.
lol.
emoing):
=.=
blog again guys.
today physics lesson was.
imbar
hahas.
kevin and herng.
way to go!
hahas.
(:
lets juz hope
it'll never ends kae girl.
all i wan.
is to keep u.
by my side.
(:




#Young PIG!
LURVES GIRL(:
#JJay
2046



Date : Sunday, August 12, 2007
Time : 9:33 PM
haiz.
back to blog.
donno wad to sae.
haiz.
juz donno why
why does it gonna be like that
haiz
T_T
all i have paid for.
i doesnt get
whard i should get
in return.
maybe #Depressionist_Jay
is truely wad it belong to me





#jAY
2046.



Date : Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Time : 12:22 AM
hohohos.
back to blog.
hehe.
kk
first thing first.
O lvl.
K.N.S
wa liao.
left ike very little time.
zzz.
kk.
clearing list.
1. a maths FYS
2. read through a maths txtbook
3. hist FYS
4. HIst txtbook
5. e maths FYs
6. e maths txtbook
7. sci
8.ss!!!!

zzz.
CHIONGING for.
ONCE A SAINT. ALWAYS A SAINT.
hehe
(:





#Jay
2046.



Date : Saturday, August 04, 2007
Time : 10:22 PM
RAIN DOWN!!!
(:
thks young pig(:

















#Jay
2046.