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Tales of a broken guy.
Its him.

#Depressionist_Jay
12/05/1991

Im just a human being, fighting for LOVE and PRIDE.
GOD, CANOEING, MATES and FRIENDS are my loves. music and jay are my ADDICTS. while others are just. TRASH.

I am worth, $2,456,190
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Date : Thursday, June 28, 2007
Time : 9:06 PM
back to revive this blog.
zzz.
hmm.
see whards to be updated,
and whards gonna happen.
zzz.
kk.
lets right about whards took place.
hmm.
24 june 2007.
the feeling is still dere.
although it been pass a year or so.
hmm.
maybe this part delicated to rachel?
lol.
hmm.
woke up i the morning,
its juz like a visit,
a respect to him.
i tot its like,
so long de,
wont emotional bah.
hmm.
guess wad.
moment i saw his altar.
i broke out in tears.
its like pass memories comes up,
a year ago,
he was still dere for us.
but with angry,
on the edge of going mad.
hmm, its like.
depression + work stress + family income stress + children giving stress + wife.
hmm.
maybe i also cnt take it bah.
maybe he is gone for good,
for himself,
while we live in guilt.
hmm.
donno wad to sae bah.
juz really speechless luhh.
its like chu bing that day,
u see ppl,
coffin car come out.
den its like,
u do it for ur dad.
its like really cnt accept luhh.
the most painful part is,
u see him being pushed into the cremator,
right in front of u,
he is being burned into flames,
and its like,
human body -> left bones.
and his pic.
cnt take it la.
teary eye again.
zzz.
den a few days later,
u collect his bones, put in the piece of the skull on top of the altar.
wa.
bth bth.
don wan sae liao.
just hope that he will find a better place in the heaven?
hmm.
donno wad la.
kk.
~juz treasure them while u can, when they're gone, maybe its when u feel the pain and guilt~


Present
now.
here i am blogging,
later i am going to chiong hoidays homework.
lol.
tml all muz hand up.
zzz.
tonight don need sleep le.

NEXT
still got o lvl chinese oral tml.
wa.
mati mati.
nervous nervous,
see everyone like so well prepared for it like that.
zzz.


COMPETITION
oh my la.
its coming.
i from no hope.
become got hope.
2 heats,
i final,
and no BHSS in my heat.
shoick la.
i really hope for a bronzed medal.
hehe.



CHIONG homework le.
~away
btw,
c box is like its always down.=.=






#JAy
2046.



Date : Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Time : 11:41 AM
wee hoo.
finally got time to blog again.
hahas.
shall not post any picture.
if not tio suan again.
nvm
fan zhen no pic taken.
hehe.
wa. mati.
few more days,
school reopens.
my homework haven do.
revision haven start.
omg la.
wad to do.
holiday still work,
still got training.
mati la.
den DSA stuffs.
strggling donno should go JC or poly.
go JC.
scare drop out,near to retake at poly.
go poly.
scare cnt make it to U.
den mati.
wa kao.
speechless de luhh.
now got a lot of things to accomplish.
hmm.
first,
revision,
homework,
filing,
zzz. haiz.
and competition.
wa lao.
no hope la.
zzz.
see wanna come back for alumni not.
if i have time to spare.
ahhas.
for the team.
zzz.
hmm.
about the camp,
ok la.
i plan myself,
i play.
lols.
first thing.
training.
den cater lunch,
we prepare games, they make their flag,
den play games.
mafia strings around the monkey bar,
hang a key,
blindfold.
get them to take,
hockey sticks,
wrap with newspaper,
Fight!!!
ping pong ball,
in water and flour.
get them out,
with ur head only.
lol.
stuufs like that la.
den play egg protector.
buy materials.
answer questions,
den design to protect egg,
finish answering,
den dinner,
pasta,
we eat and cook ourself,
without sauce,
cause it ran out.
lol.
den bring them up to drop their egg.
ERRIE.
when going to 3rd level from canteen de spiral staircase.
i feel chills,
hear wind blowing,
turn around.
saw chabo flying in front of me.
omg.
lols.
den drop le quickly go down.
2 teams make it,
2 teams didn't
den watch movie,
den sleep,
girls in music room,
guys in gym.
Cnt sleep that night lor.
the cushion for the sit up station,
so hard.
ew.
den wake up,
area cleaning,
prepare for amazing race.
5 stations,
changi airport, marina square, suntec, IMM giant, takashimaya.
find pictures related,
for changi,
someting special,
take photo with foreigners.
MY IDEA!!!
hehe.
i station at taka, slack, shop.
lol.
i manage to shop a op bermuda,
for 19.90
cheap lei.
for ur info.
its up to my knee.
not foot.
lol.
muz make it clear.
for some ppl.
den finish amazing race.
bbq in canteen.
not enough time to finish.
da bao.
den.
Suay la.
junior kena langka by car.
the car speeding luhh.
but our fault la.
jaywalk.
on red man.
zzz.
den got one damn kaypo passer-by
see got accident
come,
den talk to drive,
use hokkien scold me ginas.
tmd
cnt take him la.
not his business care so much.
den police come he kaypo,
first one to give IC.
u not eye witness,
take so much for wad.
eye witness nvr even sae anything.
u start talking crap for wad.
lol.
den qi yi.
another stupid one.
already got accident liao.
still dash across to rush for bus.
stupid la.
make mr ng kena scolding,
vulgar somemore.
lol.
den
took cab home.
so much things.
den the cab.
wa.
tekong la.
the yong man in his 30s.
modify the cab until,
its like initial D.
EVO???
lols.
got a lot of meter.
see until i eye flower liao messy (yan hua liao luan)
hahas.
lol.
den end camp-
anyway
first time organise la.
so a bit messy luhh.
but its a good camp la(:
wa.
today blogged so much.
juz came back home.
from airport.
send a teacher off(:
don tell u.
cos got teacher reading my blog.
u wan to know.
ask me luhh.
(:








#Jay
2046.



Date : Thursday, June 07, 2007
Time : 12:19 AM
wee hoo!
back to blogging.
dunno for how long liao.
lol.
firstly.
i wanna sae hi to a male teacher in my school.
hi.
mr G****
hehe.
cnt mention name.
or else get myself into trouble.
hahas.
gonna remove the teacher photo.
tio found out liao.

wa.
today damn busy.
morning wake up go miss yeo lesson.
den go study group.
slack for half an hour.
den went for the time trial DSA for SAJC.
i so de =.=
waited for like 1 hr.
till 2.
which started at 2.
den.
waited another hour.
till 3.
den the coach come.
the paper wrote.
2 to 4.00pm.
it ended 3 hours later.
2 to 7.45pm.
oh my tian.
the training between damai sec and SAJC.
its really tian yu di.
heaven and earth.
but its really a good workout(:
i from try out in time trial.
become wanna go SAJC.
cos the coach.
sae the things.
very motivating.
so called 'propaganda'
so i muz work hard.
to at least.
achieve 10 for. L1R5.
which is like.
10 more points to improve.
omg.
i hope i'm like wad they sae.
u normally do very badly for mid-yr.
EOY and O.
ur results.
FLY!!!
i hope so!
(:
hehe.
gonna stop here.
very sleepy le.
Praise the lord!
god bless!
(:
btw.
EMERGE was GREAT!
LIU GENG HONG PROPOSED TO HIS WIF RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE PPL!
(:








#JAy
2046.