zzz... all alone in the night... thinkin tat i really need this second post.... i got something important to announce... as u all know... this blog is created... when we started... since it has ended... its gonna closed down when shes wif someone else... which is going to come true...

don ask me who, its very obvious in our class... she sitting beside him everytime... i admit i'm jealous... i know i do... but wad can i do... i cnt do anything... she doesn;t even feel for me anymore... no matter how hard-working... how faithful i am... shes not returning... zzz...and i don wish to break relations wif the guy in the class... zzz... i donno wad to do... maybe i'll smash things in class... really... zzz

i don mind.... because i'm already a depressionist... living in a world full of darkness... never to return... i'm numb... so i don mind taking another blow... maybe out of sudden... u wont see me the next day... cos life is so unpredictable... juz like my dad... zzz... juz scared she being hurt... from past relationship i seen off tat guy... don wish to sae bad... thats juz the real him... when time ripes... i will ask for the truth.... wad really hurt is.. she is juz so close to me... and i can;t have her... as she brushes pass me... hugging into another soul... if this blog really closes... u all know the meaning... everything shall be gone... but i'll be there waiting... being her guardian angel... if possible.....

maybe the only possible thing u all could do to help me... is for her to read this post...

i really got no mood to study because of all this things that HAPPEN.