back to blog.. back to blog...

kk... sees wad happen in the past few days...

hmm... fan yi chen... tong en event?

zzz.. don wish to tok abt it... i next time den post the pics and vids for euu guys...

write write write... hmm... its has been a long time since i ever blog on this first blog...

let me think... oh ya... actually blog was closed last year... den till the soul of my body came alive lor... u know la... even though she is not here... its lyk i'm mentioning a lot abt her...

our beautiful memories... the time we had.... the heartache story...

hmm... mid year exams.. very soon going to year end...

this blog also pei me thru the darkests moment of my life... passing away of my dad...

haiz... donno wad to sae la... juz tat this blog has been thru a lot wif me.. both thini and thick... times when i'm angry.... sad...

i won't event mind if this blog never ever has any visitors... i don ask for fame... juz a person to pei me thru the times when i need...
NO matter wat... this blog is always here for me...

lots of things also hab been happening these few days... ppl backstabbing, did sumthing wrong... haiz... juz donno wad to sae...

maybe i'm truly a Depressionist... the one and only u would ever find.... ... its damn nice.. haiz... so sweet the song

u can mostly ask my friends... they would almost never ever see me frown in front of them.... almost none.... cos i don wish them to be worried over me....

they had a lots of things going thru their mind... and to worry abt mi..?

tats the last thing i would ever wan den to do...

i would always cheer them up... do sumthing stupid or spoil my image.... juz to get a smile on their face...

and i hate to see girls sad... cos i tink a guy last wish is to ever see a girl cry in front of them

ESPECIALLY HER... i WITNESSED it.. NOT BEING ABLE TO DO ANYTHING...

i don mind getting nicknames lyk being black, big headed

i don mind... as its keeps ppl happy... and they go don over their limit...

and i hate to see girls sad... cos i tink a guy last wish is to ever see a girl cry in front of them

NEVER MIND... my favourite line

i'm juz lyk being born a clown... born to make ppl happy.. inject smiles into their live...

sure.. i agree... i'm born to make ppl happy... but wad abt me?

i'm juz lyk a human... needing care and love...

maybe i born and going to live on till the last breath of my life..

#Depressionist_JAy WAnnaBe

Living In a woRld of DepressioN, Full Of dArkness...