14.07.2006... it is a day full of wondering of her and aching and tiredness... haiz... today had my hist test.. die la... mix up the points together... right become wrong.. die die... den came chinese... did zuo ye... help felicia and stelene and many others to do.. den came eng... discussed topic... sat beside herng.. and i was like the first time hearing him sing can... hahas... mr gabriel tok abt a guy who was in his room, without his pants.. and there was porn on his computer screen.. and below his chair there was a puddle of fluid... inspector said he died of exhaustion.. hahas.. so diao... lyk tat also can die... finish school, had trainin, so tough... took k2 again.. so unbalance.. very tu lan.. don have the speed i had wif rui heng... haiz... sian... den came back.. donno why.. suddenyl missed her so much.. it seems lyk i got used to havin her in my life.. now losing her was lyk me without any reaction.. anywhere i when i would hope to see her appearance around.. brightening up my day... i really hope she return... 5 more days... it would be 3 months ever since she left me...