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#Depressionist_Jay
12/05/1991

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Date : Monday, July 31, 2006
Time : 7:59 PM
Arlallaa.... blogging... addcited? omg... hahas...
`Sunday:

wee... got sumthing nice wor... hahas... after went out... pia work lor... 200 vocab words and physics test.... ZzZ... she REPLIED MY MSG! OMG ALL THX TO MR WEE DE MARK! hahas.. =)

`Today: hmm.. not much la... chem... practical again.. doing wrongly... last min rush... sianz... physics test... alomst everyone cheat can.... ZzzZZ.... tink can pass bah... sianz... den ss... slack slack slack... dozing off... chi... worse... all sleepy until ms yap told ghost stories... hahas... zzZzzz... den eng... more sianZ... TIo 5.8 hrs of extra lessons from herng.. argh... at first tot ish he alone tio de... in the end whole class.. den maths... mr poon came.. in PINK!... wah... hahas... zzzz... he went for IQ challenge... den told us all muz support... heng today got training...

Zzzz... training... so sian.... trained alone... damn tu lan wif acs... i dere ROW 10 KM THEY DERE KP... EH>>> U SEE THAT RED K! OVER DERE>>> DAMN SLOW LEI! Fuck! u know i'm rowing 10 Km.. and u dere suaning me.... siao! asking for trouble izzit... in the end also lose me... still try and race... no KICK!.... zzz... timing improve.... 58:40.. cool... by a min plus... zzz... work hard work hard... zzz... den after training den saw mr cho... he also went down... WAITED DAMN DAMN LONG FOR The bus... den in the end the bus siao liao... halfay thru the trip got one uncle go up the bus from the back... the woman driver ask for the ez'link card he si also don wan give... den in the end give.... zzz... sian... nvr tap nvr tap la... SO KEI OVER FEW DOLLARS FOR WAD? den still scold the driver vulgarities.... woman driver buay song contact HQ when near to inter... damn uncle hum ji alight... zzz... den tok a lot a lot on the bus wif mr cho... cool... he told me a lot of things.. hahas.. worth listening! including ghost stories... muaahha!



Date : Sunday, July 30, 2006
Time : 8:56 PM
Sianz sianz sianz... slack the whole day again.... hmm afternoon around 4 plus 5 went out wif kian chong and daniel... they went to buy bag.. pai dem lor... dan bought zinc bag.... yeah! same as me... hahas... kian chong cnt make up his mind... keep thinkin of buy this buy tat.. in the end buy myuk bag wif rui heng wallet's design... sianz... went to eat at mac... Dan! i rmb my change! hahas... =) zzzz.... tml still got physics test... den still have complete my 200 words for eng.. sianz... 70 plus to go... argh.... still using com.. omg... I"m Slacking... NEW BLOGGER BORN... KEVIN SIM... JIE SHAO JIE SHAO A WHILE>>> HIS LINK ON MY LINKS DEPARTMENT>>> GO VISIT LA! =) logging off.... INFO: NEW EPISODES OF HARD GAY ON YOUTUBE. ON HIROMI GO...



Date : Saturday, July 29, 2006
Time : 11:08 PM
Juz finish trainings a few hours ago... sianz... i so tried tired tired... rowed 10 km again.. this time wif timing... 1:00:11:XX.... sian... muz really improve to where where near 50:00 lyk tat... hmm... had a long nap juz now... called kian chong.. he told me everything.. haiz... donno wad to sae la... haiz... i know u don wanna patch... and i repect yur decision... but i will still wait for the day, where yu'll return... whether is it 1 month, 1 year... i don care... zzz... saw a lot pf ppl on bus btw... saw eddie, candice, jacinda, and miss tan(ex bio trainee) wif her bf.. she very de mushy lei... pluck her bf beard for him... ew... yucks... den saw karen... ate at KFc... den they went national day preview while i when back... got a new hairstyle... damn pai...



Date : Friday, July 28, 2006
Time : 7:12 PM
Wee... came back from canoeing... so damn damn damn tired can... i rowed 10km continuosly K! and it rain out of sudden... omg... sianz... den came back.. saw netball trainings... nvr see her lei... wonder... hmm... i become loan shark liao... keeping lending ppl $$... dunno wad to blog lei... my legis still in a pain... i still have trainings tml... zzzz.. sian... argh... kc... plz... help!!!



Date : Thursday, July 27, 2006
Time : 8:35 PM
Hahas... bloggin has now become damn damn exciting! whoo! you know wads the first thing i did today when online! Blog! hahas... i hardly do tat... cos now got new new big big news... hahas... WAR has started... cool... but the winner very obivious la.. hahas... i lyk watchin the show man.... rock on... hahas... interesting stuffs today in school... hmm... PE.... ran along wif others.. motivate.... den charyl fall... cnt cont... conforted her.... den when for recess for almost 1 h...

SOCCER?. OMG... i lyk nvr touched the ball for almost a few years le... still can score... hmm not bad not bad... Down wif injury... pain in my wrist when bending and swollen ankle... pain pain pain.... i roll in the air k!... fly! hahas...

ENGLISH. OMG OMG OMG!... mr gabriel... u made me so dman blush k... ask me ans wib her! omg omg omg... heart was really thumping heart... closest contact ever after break.... zzz... really missed her.... heard from him tat she is not ignoring me? izzit really true... den maybe its my fault for not sms her lo.... but... she said not to bother her... argh... better stop for a while... zou yi bu shuan yi bu omg. eng homework... 200 words for vocab... wa liao!

MATHS. got back paper... cool... 19.5/24. mr poon was hiong again... scolded ppl... but not as hiong as mrs lee... she decided not to teach the class anymore....

STudy Hour. Sianz... trigo... VERY very chim... manage to understand la... bao xian bought ice for my leg... cool... shes caring~ ty... omg... after tat i chiong to Av for AMC. OMG OMG... THINK OF WHO I SAW!!! FIRST TIME IN EVER SHE LOOK AT ME IN MY FACE FOR 10 FULL SECS. I WAS ALOS LOOKIN AT HER! OMG OMG OMG!

AMC ok ok... copy ans... cool... teacher nvr see anything... den went down to canteen... saw mr sng... almost let him see my wound... heng ar... den apologise... nvr go training... muz train tml.... cnt slack down... even wib injury... i really promise myself... if i really did somthing proud in the team... first win medal or trophy shall be for her.... WO SHI WEI NI ER ZHAN DE!

Kk... dun really feel lyk tokin abt stabbers now... now really a lot of jiaoster... juz dun tiao bo li jian can le! plz.... if u wan.. state facts! not PUT Words IN HER MOUTH!



Date : Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Time : 7:59 PM



Date :
Time : 7:42 PM
Back to blog... so tried... came back from pulau bukom... a island of oil refineries... hmm learn a lot of things from dere, and ehard a lot of things... and now i realli realli realli hate back stabbers... tok to this once... PLZ DO NOT JIAO BACKSTABBERS....
No. 1... PLZ DO NOT ACT THINGS LYK U ACT LYK U KNOW! AND IF U DO, DO NOT ACT AND GIVE ME A KP BIN K!

No. 2.... DO NOT ADD WORDS INTO HER MOUTH K! PLZ, IT CAUSES MISUNDERSTANDIN K! AND HOW MUCH SUFFERINGS I GOT FOR WAD U ADDED INTO HER MOUTH!

No. 3... DON JIAO AND SAE THINGS TAT ARE NOT TRUE!

Damn damn damn pek chek after hearing tat... and i knew whe wouldn't have sae all tat things... even if its over... sian... zzz... pulau bukom was ok la... took ferry... tok tok... saw lots of sulphate and oil.... how it is distilled... and there ish lyk a lot of pipes... sian... next time if u all go dere... careful of the place of refreshments... there is lyk macham a hole to trap u all to fall... 3 had fallen... including me*, khim khiang and Roy... roy most cham... he spill drinks on his shirt... khim khiang was lyk very happy... cos he get to see his clarabel... duh... sian... den came back... went to bedok inter... bought nan quan ma ma tiao se pan... nice~ hehe... now only can wait for jay album lor... and a new phone wif cam... so i can zi lian lyk hell... still so obssessed in her... nvr giving up... hahas.. and stelene praised us for the spririt... diaoz... haahs... gtg...


Where'd you go,

i miss u so,

PLZ come back home









Date : Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Time : 8:45 PM
Blog blog blog... no time le... die... ar... kk.. todae after lessons came back from... kc... omg.. plz don me so kp.. ty... now u know how i feel? u know... argh... after school eddie came... watch hostel... ew~ den watch a bit of other movie lor... he tag other ppl blog... tok to weiying... hahas... sian... i really had a very very very beautiful dream today in the afternoon... omg... i dreamt of myself top naked cos playing bb.. den go shopping mall... saw these ppl approach me... sae i got body... want me endorse... diao.. but i'm television!!! omg... hahas... den dunno why suddenly link to her... its lyk we patch liao... and so sweet lor... zzz... how i really it it it really happen.... i really ask myself is it a dream when i was dreaming... but sad enough... its still a dream... chem test tml.... inform anyone k... first one to inform her... and she replied me... omg...



Date : Monday, July 24, 2006
Time : 8:06 PM
LALA... came back from bugis... came to blog.. hmm.. juz now went to buy bag wid weng and eddie, edd bought wallet, i bought shirt and pencil box.. sian... took bus 197 back to bedok... so long.. 1 h.. hhaas... den tok a lot fo things on the bus... hahas... so funny.. knew a lot of things... wakkaa... =) i am missing.. deep inside... i'm falling into memories of u... the things we use to do...



Date : Sunday, July 23, 2006
Time : 5:21 PM
Friday....

everything as usual... went to training.. trained hard... den came back home.. did my hearts... but i am damn damn sad... she told candice to told her that i did not do anything wrong and stop bothering her... my hearts was lyk a piece of glass being smahes hardly against the wall... tears rolled down my cheek straight.. seems lyk all my efforts has been wasted.. i damn damn sad k... i did so many things for u and this is wad i wam getting back... i dunno wad to do.. i'm really lost.. i dunno wad to sae.. or face u in the future... never agin shall i fall in love... cos ur return is wad i'm waiting for... i promise to give u back ur freedom... never to bother u again... but i still cnt forget... the 39 days of beautiful memories u left me wif... T_T

Saturday...

Went down to macritchie to do judging for SINGAPORE COMBINED SCHOOL COMPETITION.... sit there.. as usual... take timing lor... Colin raced... but lost in the semi-finals... mr sng sae his still can do more... juz didn't make it today... den ddi till 6 plus den chiong down to tanjong pagar to meet ken, yinah and weili to go support sanche de concert at singapore conference hall.... sian... i wasted 10.20 on the taxi... it was so ex can! i hate the stupid $2 charge they have on peak hours... it is so ex... argh... den keep sneezing... damn pek chek... bought food into the hall... ate and usher buay song at us.. keep looking... den weili go tak picture of her... hahas... the concert was lyk for sanche even it was a woodgrove symphonic band concert.... everyone cheer for sanche... hahas... after tat went to cine, watch pirates of the carribean the 2nd time.... the threatre was quite cool.. THX surround... den tried vodka first in my life... its quite bitter although it is orange flavour... after movie slack around... send weili home... den we 4 slack... hear song... den after a while went back to cine, to E2 MAx... playes cs, dota, O2 and even gunbound wif ken... hahas... it was enjoyable... hahas... den ken dad came to fetch us... went back to my house de market and eat... den pei yinah wait for bus.. den went back to mac again for second day of COMP...

Sunday...

Went to to do judging... it was a nice day today... min hui and xiutting was racing... saw mr lim... he became shou le... a lot a lot... den cont my judging lor.. min hui they all lost in the heats.. cos all the other boats were fast and mr sng sae they nvr attend all their training session.... todgay was the best part of the race... especially the K1, K2, C1, C2, Under 15 C1, Under 15 C2, K4 men and women... omg.. james lost in the open event... lost to a ang moh and a RJC de... first time see him lost.. and omg... I FIRST TIME SAW 3 K4 enter on par.... i try and upload the videof or u all k... its damn damn cool! hahas... kk... den came back lor... i'm damn tired... nvr slp for 36 hrs le i tink... finish my 12 hrs of Cip... gain another 2 canoeing official shirt... don understand why... why does heaven want to take her which is so special to me and give me sumthing for future in return? MR sng ask me to train wif colin on sat... once i reach the timing 2.08 for k1... i'll be in the national squad... i'm shock..



Date : Thursday, July 20, 2006
Time : 9:03 PM
Blogging... this is where i can truly share my feelings on.. hahas... so i trust it... hehe... hmm.. today lessons lessons lessons... so boring... ms lau* lesson was the most diao i tink.. hahas.. made us so confused... hahas.. think maybe mr poon have to reteach bah... hahas... Study hour... boring.. hist... first time group wif felicia they all.. eddie(calling himself the talent) ps herng they all.. i did all the work... listen to them joking... hahas... stelene is weird... buy doughnut eat toppings don eat bread.. hahas... in the end throw away the bread... hahas... omg.. so hiong.. after study hour... all wanna chiong my house for hostel... hahas... really damn damn er xin lor... e... u all watch know liao... yeah... got stay alive on dl list... =) Can we start afresh?



Date : Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Time : 10:18 PM
=-) hihi... back again... blogging... haiz... dunno wad to sae lei... not much happen today in class, or funny to mention abt... juz lyk so sad... all thanks to kc de a ju hua... i don tink u have hope lor... from my experiences... haiz... dunno wad to sae la.. juz this phrase is enough to best to right to the ground... haiz... plz plz plz... i changing... would u plz forgive me and start afresh?



Date : Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Time : 8:28 PM
Hmm... reutrn late todae... hahas.. anyway.. HAPPY B"DAE CK! hahas... long time nvr see him le.. kk.. today hmm.. lessons are still boring... sad in recess... same as ytd.. i bought straws from uncles.. folded hearts.. went to eddie and kevin... den eddie see me floding them whisper to kevin.. maybe she fought out le... tats i only clue i know... i suspect.. i know i shouldn't have suspected my friends.. but... i'm juz too obsessed in her... maybe putting her in a more imp place than friends?.. lessons went boring until maths la.. maybe tat is the only second tat made me happy? hahas... =) maths lesson.. they tok abt racial harmony.. so mr poon special lor.. ask us teach.. SIAN... shafa choose me... den i ish lyk nervous lyk hell... facing 12 o'clock her liao... write also hand shake lor... u can observe from my hand... diao... den finished.. mr poon teach her maths.. i stand dere lor.. wait wait.. see see.. admire her face... hahas.. den don understand wad mr poon saying... A WAD TOKING U CAN MAKE HER SMILE! i know u guys might tink i crazy.. but dunno why.. i tink i'm juz too obssesed in her liao lor... den finish class... went to pizza wif ck they all... they all chabo trainin.. sian... den they took i tink 20 mins to settle down? whether to go sakae or pizza.. in the end went pizza...add pasta.. went wif eddie.. den they chiogn the wrong order.. ate the 16 pics drumlets... hahas... ate ate... tok tok.. den bo liao till go toy R US and play... den ppl come liao quickly chao... hahas... took 22.. went home.. loewe so happy.. he saw a taxi wif his name on it... hahas.. den he jiao on bus... lose ot us... hahas.. =)... sians... would u plz return.. i know i'm in the wrong.. i should have listen to you... i will change... will you give me a chance to atone for my mistakes? plz?



Date : Monday, July 17, 2006
Time : 10:07 PM
zzzZZzzz... blogging... how i iwsh i'm as pro as felicia, as talented as mr brown.. den sure got a lot of ppl see my blog de... sian sian... hahas.. let me see wad i can write abt class today? hmm.. ting xie nvr study.. still can do!... wakka.. hahas.. den ss test for tml postpone.. wakkaa.... hmm.. den ss test postpone... good good!... after school went to watch pirates of the caribbean, hahas.. so nice.. gonna have part 3.. and saw the spiderman ad... so cool.. its next yr may... sian... den show finish add at tamp de central... and omg... u know who i saw! caline and terrence... omg.. they still got contact after so long... omg... its like.. i tink terrence interested in her lo... wakka... diam*... hahas... den went on the bus on 65 wif xavier... took pic... omg..i didn;t know i'm so zi lian.. hahas.. .den miss superband.. omg... haiz... damn gek sim la.. after hear wad he sae.. she sae lyk me character ish so KP? omg... wad she told me... she said i have a good character?.. sians... den... haiz... donno wad to sae la... kk.. my fault la... i know i got sum AP.. but... can u plz forgive me... i really longed for ur return... i';m willing to change juz for u... JIE KOU- CH THEME SONG....



Date : Saturday, July 15, 2006
Time : 9:35 PM
Sneeze Sneeze Sneeze... ZzzZZzz... down with cold again.. haiz... sian.. today early morning did project wif kai weng.. den found out who he lyk... wakaka... hahas.. den when to meet m.s X... hahas... when to suntec.. cos she sae she wanna buy mp3.. up to her lo.. den she sae not nice.. den bring her to sim lim and buy.. and its lyk damn damn crowded!! people there giving flyers are crazy... ME: reading a flyer.. lookin for cheap and good mp3, with the flyer at my chest level*...

6 indian ladies (packed with flyer): boy would u wan one?...

ME: i did not reply.. cont to look*
6 indian ladies: without hesitation, they each threw the flyer at my hand! and some of them THREW A STACK!

its lyk OMG... wads wrong wif u all these indian ladies.. didn't i sae i don wan the flyers? in the end all landed in rubbish bin... Waste PAPER!.. bought mp4... 1 gb... damn lyk mine! hahas.. den went to bugis to shop.. i bough a extenal charger and a blue earpiece at sim lim.. den i bought a shirt... a hat... and li sheng jie disc! hahas.. she den bought a shirt and a bag for tue on racial harmony... hahas.. hmm.. after she went home.. i went home too lor.. reached home le, my flu started acting up again.. think of her... i really miss the times where i have cold and she used to warm me with her kisses... ONE AND ONLY... don ignore me plz...



Date : Friday, July 14, 2006
Time : 8:02 PM
14.07.2006... it is a day full of wondering of her and aching and tiredness... haiz... today had my hist test.. die la... mix up the points together... right become wrong.. die die... den came chinese... did zuo ye... help felicia and stelene and many others to do.. den came eng... discussed topic... sat beside herng.. and i was like the first time hearing him sing can... hahas... mr gabriel tok abt a guy who was in his room, without his pants.. and there was porn on his computer screen.. and below his chair there was a puddle of fluid... inspector said he died of exhaustion.. hahas.. so diao... lyk tat also can die... finish school, had trainin, so tough... took k2 again.. so unbalance.. very tu lan.. don have the speed i had wif rui heng... haiz... sian... den came back.. donno why.. suddenyl missed her so much.. it seems lyk i got used to havin her in my life.. now losing her was lyk me without any reaction.. anywhere i when i would hope to see her appearance around.. brightening up my day... i really hope she return... 5 more days... it would be 3 months ever since she left me...



Date : Thursday, July 13, 2006
Time : 9:44 PM
Now blogging for todays happening.... hahas.. today ok day la... so sian.. PE did NAPFA.. i still FAIL MY STANDING BROAD JUMP! Omg... sian.. how to pass... ran 2.4km.. yeah i got 2nd in class... timing: 11.53 min.. hahas... zhi hogn so fast.. i actually leading 1st de lor.. den zhi hong tio overtake.. all her fault la.. nvr cheer for me... she ish so damn abvious avoiding me.. i ran for the last round.. she was at the "STOP" sign cheered for almost everyone.. except for me.. diao.. dunno la... maybe i tink too much liao... hmm.. today eng lesson and study hour very funny... end lesson.. i was made to present... den mr gabriel wanted to talk to the class abt the internet.. den i nth do.. wrote things on microsoft word... hahas... EYOORE! MEOW!... hahas.. den got caught... so pai seh.. i wrote kai weng baised.. got things tell wen qi don wan tell me.... diao.. heng he nvr scold.. he diam.. den came to maths study hour... mr poon giving homework.. den i sae mr poon handsome.. ask him dun give.. den mr poon ask me tink of sumthing now... kian chong: MR POON, UR ASS VERY CUTE AN SEXY LEI!... hahas.. so damn funny.. laugh to deth.. had trainings... tough... den came to.. wow.. used my whitening cream!... hahas.. hope got effect tml... =)



Date :
Time : 9:07 PM
BAck to blog... announcement... HALL OF FAME BLOGGERS 2006 sponsored by LCH organisation will be held on 22 june 2006... the list of selected candidate are out.. vote for ur favourite blogger to let them win the title of the life time*...

Nominees for new blogger award: 1. daniel, 2. rui heng, 3. Bing Cheng.

Nominees for favourite blog award(singapore): 1. Wu Yan Rong, 2.Felicia, 3. Ch33 hao, 4. Charyl, 5. Lix, 6. Eddie, 7, Weiying, 8. Kiang Chong, 9. Joan, 10. Bee Hwa, 11. Fiona leong.

Nominees for styled blog: 1. Ch33 hao, 2. Felicia, 3.Joan, 4. Bee Hwa, 5.Eddie, 6. Rui heng, 7. Bing Cheng, 8.Bee Hwa .

Nominees for simple and nice blog: 1. Charyl, 2. Wu Yan Rong, 3. Kian Chong, 4. Daniel, 5.Lix, 6.Weiying, 7. Eddie, 8. Fiona leong.

Nominees for best male blogger: 1. ch33 hao, 2. Kiang Chong, 3. Eddie, 4. Rui heng, 5. Bing Cheng.

Nominees for best female blogger: 1. Felicia, 2. Wu yan rong, 3. Charyl, 4. Weiying, 5.Lix, 6. Joan, 7. Bee Hwa, 8. Fiona leong

Nominees for the most lazy blogger: 1. Fiona leong, 2. Kian Chong, 3. Bing Cheng, 4. Charyl, 5. Wu yan Rong, 6. Eddie, 7. Lix.

Nominees for the most popular tagboard: 1. Ch33 hao, 2. Wu yan Rong, 3. Bee Hwa, 4. Eddie, 5. Felicia, 6. Joan, 7. Charyl, 8. Kiang Chong, 9. Daniel.

Nominees for the pro-bloggers(able to make skins or edit them in scripts on their own... and not COPY AND PASTE!: 1.Wu Yan Rong, 2. Felicia, 3. Ch33 hao, 4. Charyl, 5. Joan, 6. Bee Hwa, 7. Kiang Chong, 8. Daniel...

And we are going to give out 2 special awards to remember those who contributes a lot to blog: 1. Felicia, 2. Kiang Chong...

1. Felicia, she is a blogger pro... she creates her own skin and dun not copy and paste.. she is helpful as when people asked skin from ehr she would create one for them.. she seems lyk she got the script written in her head...

2. Kiang Chong... he is the most hardworking blogger.... he never fails to disturb ch33 hao abt blog these days... always askin on comments how to make his own.. i tink he almost made felicia fed up wif him...

Kk.. voting ends next friday at 10p.m when i log in to count the vote... plz cast ur vote wisely.. as for each award each could only vote once ( i have ip tracker to track and see)... Plz post ur vote in my tagboard... Eg. name: XXX, url: http://XXX.blogspot.com, message..i would lyk to vote for 2.XXX in the XXX award for the XXX title. Plz inform everyone abt these big presentation.. its great to be nominated.. so draw ur botes and make ur fans vote for u!



Date : Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Time : 8:48 PM
BACK! NEW STYLE... ATTITUDE! LYK IT OR NOT... THIS IS MY BLOG!... hehe... i sounded till so angry.. hahas.. tink change another skin... i hiong liao... keep changing skin.. hahas... sian.. today in school so sleepy.. donno why... hahas... tink not muhc to write about in class la... except english lor... BLACK LOTUS... hahas... e.. it is so damn disgustin lor... hahas... had lunch wid charyl, jia min, kian chong, eddie and bev together.. ate... den saw her traiing... haiz... sian... i donno whether i should give up or not... it seems to be a no ending relationship... haiz... i'm sad.. den on 21 donno why i kept trying to bring up the topic on love wid charyl and weiru.. maybe i tried to find out wads her reason for breakin wif me from weiru? i guess so bah...



Date : Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Time : 10:29 PM
So sian.. back to blog... is dere sumthing wrong wif ur com charyl? she said my bost all the words overlap? true ar? hmm maybe i shall chage my skin tml... to a jay or tattered skin.. cos my heart is torn... hahas... kk.. today sian... i got 2nd for internal sci challenge... hahas... so lame... went around do physics, bio and chem... hahas... den went out to eat wif mr wee, rui, keith and roy at my hse de coffeeshop... spedn $15... but the food is good! hahas... sian... tml still got chem test.. haven study... kk... gtg.. bye...



Date : Monday, July 10, 2006
Time : 6:22 PM
ZzzzZZ.... slacking around.... blogging... LCH organisation shall present blogger he know wif BLOGGER prize presentation award.... hahas.. work hard guys to blog.... den i shall judge ur performances... hahas... kk.. tok abt today.. mr poon not here.. first peroid tok lyk hell.. den did chem.. not enough time... chiong... wa... AMMONIA ISH SO DAMN FREAKIN SMELLY CAN! WA! can't stand it mean... den chi... tok and tok wif hui yan, bao xian, wen qi tey all... bao xian sat beside me.. they all der ORH!!! again... ONCE AGAIN... another eye contact... den and and kc tok abt gossip lor.. heard quite a few new things.. hahas.. zip*... cnt sae anything... so sian... ytd WORLD CUP FINALS IS NICE~ first 5 mins lyk replay of FRANCE VS PORTUGAL.. AS USUAL, FRANCE GOT PENALTY AND SCORE... ITALY CHASED BACK WIF A CORNER HEAD SCORE BY A TALL TALL FULL OF TATTOO GUY... 2nd half... ZIDANE headbutt player.. kena sent off... BARTHEZ BECAME THE CAPT den cont to penalty... TAT STUPID TREZEGUET MISSED THE SHOT!! FATAL CAUSED... ITALY PROCLAIMED THEMSELVES CHAMPS!.. CAMONRASI CUT OFF HIS PONY TAIL, THURAM CRIED... TREZEGUET WAS SPEECHLESS... WITH THE COACH... END OF REPORT.... kk... if tml got things write longer lor... bye guys... myabe i shall learn to create my own skins.. dn it will be FULL OF JAY I TINK!! =) hahas... THEME SONG OF MY BLOG : ONLY ONE -> Lyrics Below....

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one



Date : Sunday, July 09, 2006
Time : 11:58 PM
NEW NEW NEW! Carn believe it, spend the whole morning doing this blog.. editing tag board, change font colour, add photos, add video, remove song cos it make my blog too lag... didn;t do much things today la.. slack today... tml still got traiings.. body still aching.. but.. omg.. my packs are forming.. i'm GLAD!.. yeah.. hahas... hmm.. tml go back school liao.. sian again.. tonight watching soccer.. hope italy will win.. my body is with france, spirit with italy... hahas... so happy.. germany win 3-1 to portugal... kk.. gtg.. still missing her.. this blog ish lyk for her lyk tat.. haiz... donno wad to do.. bye... ONE AND ONLY IT SHALL BE!



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Time : 3:59 PM

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Time : 1:10 AM
New skin, new blog, new attitude, nvr forgets, she still my one and only... back to blog.. on a new skin.. this suits me more i tink... found this skins after 2 consecutive searching and editing... sian... today ish the the JIAN GUI day of all NDP 2006 preview = zhen de jian gui... JIAN GUI CASE NO. 1, i meet ying herng, bing cheng, yi hao, justin seah at roy blocks... i think they went roy house to do sumthing, but donno wad. den went 7-eleven to buy tidbits for preview... den buy bubble tea to drink.. suckiest of all... blue berry blended = blue berry jam + some blended and unblended ice + pearls so hard! i crazy... caught flu still drink cold drinks.. den took cab down to WHITE SAND MALL to meet mr wee... JIAN GUI CASE NO. 2 i saw idy and wan shi! saw them when i'm on the cab... think they are going to mr tong hse for violin lessons bah... den the cabby uncle damn funny.. he is vulgar... open... he told me..
1. girls wif ass tat round halfway den flat at the bottom will curse ur life... sumthing lyk u marry her den halfway thru she will file a divorce...
2. Nvr watch porn on a comp or mp4.. they r always not enjoyable... might as well as reach 21 go to geylang and grap sum flesh....
he is hiong man... on the taxi... f*** is repeatedly said by him... hahas... den i meet mr wee.. wif my running nose.. den wait for a pathetic cab to stadium for 1 hr.. omg.. in the end book cab... den went down to stadium... jammed... slp on cab.. reached.. it was crowded.. managed to enter.. took a seat.. den started watching.. nice la....
JIAN GUI CASE NO. 3 : flying pass of F-16 plane.. turned around... saw MS ROSE CHEN.. hahas.. mr wee msged mr tan and told him.. he suggest that we split and run.. hahas... showed cont at 8 plus.. mr wee called yi cheng.. asked him for dinner.. he p.s us.. we walked out of the stadium the recuit that open the door was so cham...
mr wee and i walking towards gate as people r going out too*
Sergeant: Oi... U KNOW THE RULES NOT? DON RELEASE THEM FROM HERE... THEY MIGHT GET HIT BY THE FIREWORKS...
RECRUIT: SORRY... TRY TO CLOSE THE GATE.. BUT CAN't
* out of sudden... a firework came down and almost hit the SERGEANT! he was damn fed up... he came to the gate.. and slammed it tight!*
heng i was already out... i think the recruit gonna get a huge scolding lor...
Den mr wee and i went old airport road and eat B.B.Q. tried their CHEE CHEONG FUn... VERY EX... 1 for $2.. but nice la... den ate liao... saw them selling this huge cup of sugarcane juice.. omg... the cup ish damn big can bigger than big cup can... ate.. very full.. den saw this shop selling disc... went to see.. dman fed up their sold HUO YUAN JIA DISC -> CD + DVD... $12.80.. omg... the price i bought was lyk turned around... $21.80... ar... and its ORIGINAL K.. wa sian...
JIAN GUI CASE NO. 4 we saw justin liaow and his gang.. omg.. think they went for the parade too... den went back from.. lobang mr wee cab.. haiz... kk.. now tok abt other things.. in the morning be4 i left... weiying was lyk saying i'm obessessed in her*... tink cos of my blog la.. but anyway.. wa liao.. i wanna path nt meh.. wad wrong wif it.. and u call tat obssessed? wad abt roy.. his crazy den.. to wait for wc for 2 yrs 7 months... sian.. anyway.. now den i realise tat nadirah was my pri school friend.. hahas.. i was so diao.. and she could see ghost.. she blog so many things abt tekong camp... i DON DARE GO NS liao... DIE!.... hahas.. maybe i apply for SAF... hahas.. not military camp... hahas... sian.. donno wad to blog liao.. my blog songs are so meaningful... here i go, scream my lungs out to try to get to you. u are my only one. i let go. but there is no one who gets me lyk u do. U R MY ONLY, MY ONLY ONE.



Date : Friday, July 07, 2006
Time : 11:34 PM
Donno why... feel lyk blogging in a second post.. haiz.. two msg have been send... with no reply... could u plz dun ignore me... plz.. its been nearly 3 months... i don feel fed up with u not replying... i'm hurt... really.. deeply hurt... could u not be so cruel towards me.. i juz need sum care and concern from her.. and not when u feel lyk it.. plz... haiz... i really do treasure the moments we had together.. it was really a dream come true for me.. i learnt my mistake for talking too much.. i really learnt.. so could u juz return to me for this last time? plz... and i do not go after fiona... she ish with another guy.. we r juz friends... i felt so hurt without ur replies... really... *sobs* guys if u read this... plz ask her to take a look.. tats all i wan... *sobs* i nvr been so hurt be4.... *sobs* i crying for u now... really... *sobs* it juz so unbearable for me to see tat everything between me and u its over... i'm hurt...



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Time : 10:20 PM
blogging.. wad i can only do on web.. except playing games.. haiz.. sian.. today mr poon was hiong... scolded the whole class for not sitting in the parade square on time... keep dilly dally... den i left my a mths dere.. damn suay... he ask me why.. told him abt the class diary.. i;m so suay... took the e3 class diary.. went down to take again.. for the first time.. i can feel tat she looked at me.. or mr poon... sian.. den lessons.. not very nice to right... den went trainings.. sian.. body ache lyk hell liao still muz scold.. rowed.. long time nvr did so... had a race wif NJC.. fast man.. still win.. hahas.. means i nvr slack.. hahas... den came up.. packed... saw my wee msg.. he was angry at me for not calling him back.. i was at e canteen plz.. no reception lor.. sian.. he nvr sign me u for the chinese chess thingy becos of this.. sian.. i waste my time practising.. oh ya... saw the new boat... NERO... its cool.. nice... and our k1 was lyk damaged my bhs for lyk god knows how many scars liao.. sian.. den went home.. knew abt junice.. hahas.. sian.. came home.. slack.. den use comp.. sian la.. not much to blog.. tml going NDP wif mr wee.. blog again tml.. see fireworks nice not... i realise my mistake.. can u forgive me.. plz... t-t shi jie wei yi de ni.. wo bu xiang fang xi...



Date : Thursday, July 06, 2006
Time : 8:01 PM
Back to blog... Two major things happened today.. tat kept me to blog.. and eddie lor.. keepaskin me to blog... hahas... kk.. tok abt class first.. erm.. chinese.. ms yap teach.. i lie on table.. don give a damn... can see tat she doesn't care abt me slping.. cause i maintain my results even when i'm slackin! den started bio.. mrs ling tok abt the heart.. tot of daddy... haiz.. gone.. sian... PE... didn't know i can do so well for my shuttle run.. 10.3 sec... silver... sian.. recess... chiong wonton mee.. 6 bowls... zhi hong hiong.. 8 bowls.. behind de all du lan... sian.. den comes MAJOR HAPPENINGS... Eng.. had to present the game... SURVIVOR singapore... sians... u are told tat total world population totally wipe out by nulcear holocast... All die except 8 Sg ppl who live.. u muz abandon two from the shell of life.. the shell which can defend ppl against radiation... hiaz.. sian.. first group to present.. wa liao... sian... den notice she lie on table didn't give a damn.. den came other groups.. shahidah keep lookin at me.. tease her lo.. hahas...den came khim khiang.. suan him lyk hell.. den they tok abt nutrients.. Kevin got a nice one... khim khiang argued tat juz need food tat can be eaten.. don need nutrients... kevin replied... shit also can be eaten.. why yu don go eat? hahas... he got a great one dere... den her turn to present.. sian.. i don even dare i look up.. only stare.. look at her legs.. sian... haiz... donno wad to sae abt her la... why can't we be together again? i've learnt my mistake.. would u juz forgive me? even if we r not steads.. juz friends.. wad u promise me.. izzit possible? haiz.. so sian.. he said she discuss abt it cos she doesn't wanna hurt me.. she could also discuss it wif me wad.. so i know the problem.. maybe it could be save.. donno to end up lyk tat... so miserable... sian... came to E/A maths.. mr poon taught new lesson... FUNCTION... understand.. came to e* maths.. everyone hiong.. all draw wronly.. chiong... till 1.40.. den went for trainings.. pulled justin along.. den MAJOR HAPPENINGS... MR SNG CHANGE THE WHOLE EAM INTO A GIRLS TEAM.. HE KICK THE BOYS INTO DRAGONBOAT TEAM.. i was shock at first.. den he said i and qi yi might be able to go back to canoeing.. heng ar... sian... trained seriously.. told mr sng abt my dad.. he was also shock.. haiz.. sian... donno wad to sae.. muz strive harder to achieve lor... i miss u.. all i wan its ur return... will u? AGUS... hahas...



Date : Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Time : 9:33 PM
ZZzzzZZ
BAck... ZzzzzZZz watch my first overnight soccer match today morning... and germany lose.. wa sian.. last min italy score two goals... sian ji bua.. hahas.. my bag nt nice liao.. cos got germany logo.. hahas.. ballack expression look so sad... haiz... tonight ish france on Portugal... i bet wif wei ying portugal will win.. hehe.. got money take liao.. ahiz.. tml morning muz chiong coffee again... i drank 2 bottles plus mummy de.. and i nvr slept in class! hahas.. sian... really don understand why my head very auto de.. will turn back.. take a look... did i felt the pain when she did not want me to sit at the back? i tink i'm numb anyway.. can't feel anything le... haiz.. sian... donno wad to do.. hearing the laughter from the back juz make me so jealous.. i juz wanna join in the fun... haiz... sian... tats my only aim of sitting at the back.. haiz... hahas.. now i really understand why kevin find me irritating when i sang behind him.. haiz.. KIANg chong sing the whole day at my ears... take ni na me ai ta de lyrics change.. den sae he ish she.. den sing donno wad... " Ni na me ai wo, wei shen me bu ba wo liu xia, wei shen me bu shuo xing li hua, ni shen ai wo, zhe shi ta men dou shi dao ar.." so diao can.. den in class tok cock a lot.. ahahs.. but fun la.. he keep me entertain... hahas.. in class keep askin whether i tat time stead wib her got do anything not.. diao... i'm not goign to sae anything... cos tat ish the only memory i left wib her... it will lie deep in my heart.. haiz.. who sae i dun wan to keep her.. but she rejected, wad can i do.. wei ru suggest i forget abt her... sian.. haiz.. i dunno wad to do la... sian... still got homework to chiong.. haiz... WHY DO I GET JEALOUS WHEN I SEE HER SHARING LAUGHTER WITH OTHER BOYS? haiz... i hate myself... heard from cynthia i was not elected the cap or vice.. disappointed... i need to work harder in canoeing... to prove them wrong... Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting (photos took on 03.07.2006)



Date : Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Time : 4:38 PM
Wee... back to blog again...
Hmm today damn sad sad sad... i finally know the thru thx to him*... haiz.. yuan lai ta shi zhe yang de... talk mre got wrong meh.. haiz.. why lyk tat? haiz... wanna break still muz discuss.. his ur boyfriend know.. when is it up to others to decide? haiz.. i donno wad to sae... falling into complete depression again.. change place... sat wif KC.... haiz... u made me so disappointed... really...



Date : Sunday, July 02, 2006
Time : 11:27 AM
ZzzZZzzz
So sian... haiz.. so tirred today.. lata still muz go and do projects ( will dere be a day where there is no Work? haiz... ytd went syf.. wen tot school at 12 to take the bus go down... went down wif mr wee and yi cheng.. quite fun la.. but i macham traiining... help the gu zheng girls take bag.. ar... sian... den saw mr jason from canoeing federation.. hahas.. he look so smart.. after watching the contingent den we went off at 5 plus.. the stadium damn stuffy.. sneeze a lot.. so paiseh.. me and yicheng took quite a lot of photos.. going to be shown on tue assembly... den took school bus back... went to tamp wif mr wee and joel and ate at billy bombers.. tried their ribs and cheese fries.. ok la.. the ribs almost same as the ones in cafe cartel.. hahas.. still sae secret recipe... hahas.. den beg mr wee help us buy ticket for silent hill... omg... first time watch horror NC-16 movie at night... omg.. its damn damn scary can.. wa liao.. went back home at 11.. took 22... sian...went watch kang xi lai le until 12... sian sian den go slp... ar... oh ya.. fiona ish lame.. she send this sms to me while i'm watching the movie.. its says tat she had went to 933 fm to dian go for me.. but the network to busy.. so i had to sing it myself.. its is omg.. i so frightened by the movie u still sms me this kind of crap... hahas... well.. dreamt of dad and doro for so many days liao.. wa liao.. why lyk tat de ar... they gang up on me izzit.. sian.. hahas.. this is for eddie.. sorrie ar.. too little ppl put their choices.. so make decision yet... hahas...