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#Depressionist_Jay
12/05/1991

Im just a human being, fighting for LOVE and PRIDE.
GOD, CANOEING, MATES and FRIENDS are my loves. music and jay are my ADDICTS. while others are just. TRASH.

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Date : Friday, June 30, 2006
Time : 9:29 PM

ZZzzzZZZ
not been bloggin regularly.. donno why.. nth to blog.. ar... foudn topics to talk... hahas... see if my blog got ppl read not... kk.. if u all wan me to tok abt my dad tml or next post.. type 1 and post it on my tagboard.. wan em tok abt doro.. press 2 and post on my tagboard.. hahas.. i lame.. lyk voicemail lyk tat.. hahas... so sian.. hmm.. today got a lot fo topic today... feelings wif fun, agitation... hmm.. first peroid ish maths... quite ok la.. DISGUSTIN PART... KHIM KHIANG dug his gold and ATE IT... omg damn disgustin... ew.. i wanna change my seating position.. wa liao... sian.. second peroid hist.. fun.. slacked... den recess... bought two kway chap.. wan eat.. den in the end sell bing.. hahas... relationship wif them better la.. bought kevin a poster of bleach.. hahas.. sui bian buy for myself... charyl bought a pair of turtle.. den all went to play... AGITATION part.. my aim of bringing chewing gum was actually for her... she DIDN't even take one... ar.. mission fail.. i guess she don lyk rubber stuff den... sian.. den chinese.. finish le pia SS.. den eng... mr gabriel ask us to present wad we did in old folks home.. she was the last group.. i didn't even dare to look at her in the end.. erm.. SECRET!!! i had been peeping at her for the past few days... ever since school reopen.. diao.. hahas.. den school over.. mr poon came in ask class committee for sitting arrangement... WA.. sian.. why muz i always sit in front.. wth.. actually some kind of communicate wif her.. she sae i bully yuannni.. put her in front... actually i wanted to slack lor.. den wanna sit at back.. cos at front cnt slp.. haiz... sian...beg mr poon for so long den he let me SUGGEST where i wanna sit.. sian... went canteen do SS.. uncle chase us out... when to canteen.. see eddie, HER, and bing they all doing ss.. and i was lyk.. am i making her jealous.. sitting so close wif bao xian... diao.. she won't be jealous anyway... SHE DON GIVE A DAMN ABT ME! haiz... sian.. .end of day... ZIP*

Date : Thursday, June 29, 2006
Time : 8:28 PM

BAck to Blog... finally... hahas.. nowadays so unwilling to blog.. hmm... they sae girls are very into their relationship once they are too deeply in love.. haiz.. looks lyk i got a one tat ish a exception.. haiz.. WAD? DIdn't i give her enough.. or wad wrong did i do? to derserves this kind of ending.. haiz... i miss her.. i do... really can't take my eyes off her... haiz... i dunno wad to sae.. i'm lost... why can't i get her back.. and more gurls are crowding onto the path.. for me to get her.. it seems lyk this path had drifted far apart.. away from me to her... haiz.. where r u? could u plz return.. i nvr have ever experience this be4.. so for my sake.. could u juz return... i love u... planned to do a lot of things after exams.. but its over.. haiz.. great disappointment... haiz... i heard they sae its becos of peer pressure.. but who gives a damn abt tat when ur deep in love.. i guess its my fault den.. for not making u falling deep enough... haiz... norman sae showing sincerity would get a gurl back.. but how much has i shown? wad she has done wif it? she 'shares' in wif other ppl on the bbq... haiz...

Date : Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Time : 9:50 PM

Elo...
Guys... back.. hmm.. wad should i sae.. hmm first day of school.. ALMOST late! ar.. sian.. go class normal lesson... haiz.. still can't take my eyes off her... haiz... why... seems lyk she ish really very attractive in my mind.. don know why jealousy ish always on my mind when i'm seeing her wib others guys... and i would think of thing lyk she abandon me cos of tat guy... haiz... wee ming and i shall be da best buddy forever.. we are so de alike.. haiz. went visit dad today.. the temple close.. wth... den slpet on bus.. overshot.. sian.. saw lim hee on the bus.. so pai seh.. hahas.. haiz... want to be filial on tou qi also cnt.. temple close.. wth.. ar.. sian... i'm getting bored in the first days off school... seems lyk everyone ish trying to avoid the subjects of parents... cos of me? haiz.. wad can i do? lord want me to go thru these obtacles of life... having a teenage who ish juz 15 yrs old to face the fact tat his dad was 53, so young when he pass away... and to lose his love one be4 his father passed away... wth.. lord.. could yu be more kind to him.. wad evil has he accumlated to deserve such ending.. haiz... she not ignoring i gues... but felt a very hiong o chap feelings.. juz only to entertain me.. don wish me to be sad cos of my dad.. pity me... Oh man..i don need any pityness.. i juz need u to be dere for me in times.. lyk now? haiz....

Date : Monday, June 26, 2006
Time : 9:29 PM

YAWNs*
back guys... haiz... nvr went school today... went to collect the leftover of daddy ashes.... T_t in proper.. its BONES! omg.. first time see bones lyk tat.. being crush and so 'crunchy'... omg... the urn slots was so ex man... bottom floor de 2 to 4k.. middle de can go up to 8k... too ex.. actualli wanted to put beside gandpa de.. but no space.. den bought a second-hand de... cos ppl moved out den cheaper... haiz.. i tink ah pa also dun wan ask to spend to much money on tat.. his whole life was too save. Save. SAVE... haiz.. thx daddy... didn't know how to appreciate ur kindness... juz know how to complain... tats the only thing i regret in my life... not being able to be filial once more again.. after buying the ashes... went to pray again... cos suppose to bring daddy back and bai for 49 days wif 3 meals and every meal wif 4 dishes... all his favourites.. mummy find in ma fan.. so place it in zhi do an to do.. tml still muz go down and pray for him.. cos tml its the day where he found out tat his dead... very painful... haiz.. i also... ZZzZzZZZ... today busy the whole day... until 5 plus.. for HDB and bank... dere guys... plz ask ur parents to set a will juz in case... cos if he or she passes away... and their assets are abover 100k... gov will come in to position and take ur money!!.... so rmb la... do ask them la.. in case... haiz.. project and homework still not done yet.. school opening tml.. i really dunno wad to do...

Date : Sunday, June 25, 2006
Time : 9:04 PM

Hi guys...
thx for ur much concern... haiz... he was cremated today in the morning... hiaz.. ytd night nvr slp.. wathc over him the whoel night again... hiaz... when to slp at 6 plus after sis take over... den went up and slept a while.. woke up at 8 plus.. den went down to help out.. the monk came... did some chanting at home... den went down to pray for him... i'm sad.. went to see him for his last face.. haiz... really can't forget him.. dropped tears.. den his colleagues carried him onto the van... It was dizzling.. as everyone was in a down mood.. mum came down to take a last look.. cried a lot.. comforted her... went on the casket van.. to send him off for tthe last time... haiz... he was really a nice father, juz tat my sis and i didn;t know how to treasure him... when he is gone.. den we realise how imp* he is.... haiz... how i iwsh i could change wif him.. with me being gone... nt him... he doesn't deserve this kind of ending.. he haven even enjpy his golden years.. his life was full of bitterness... dear lord... plz guide him thru and let him enjoy up dere... don let him suffer anymore....

Date : Saturday, June 24, 2006
Time : 6:23 PM

Hi guys..
thx for all ur support all these days.. will try to get over de.. haiz.. he is still ymy dad.. wad can i do.. but to see him lying in there.. helplessly.. haiz... sian.. today mr poon came.. said maybe i would be under finiancial assistance.. try lo.. see if can load off mummy mind... haiz... my so hurt.. so hurt.. by my dad.. and her.. haiz... why.. why she change completed into a diff personality... haiz.. why...

Date : Friday, June 23, 2006
Time : 12:03 PM

Hmm...
Haiz... second day of wake liao.. nvr slp the whole two nights.. going to die soon... ytd was the most no of ppl tat came down.. karen and anna was the first to arrive in the morning.. the others arrived around evening peroid... i didn't know he was so given respected by his company and colleagues.. even his boss came down.. said sorry... wads the use.. sorry can bring him back? haiz.... aunt call the group came to chant for hiim.. sending him his last trip down.. haiz.. why it is so suddenly.. seems lyk i still cnt take the fact tat he is gone... haiz... may i KNOW WADS WRONG WIF HER? why r u doing this to me.. i treating u so well WHEN U R LETTING OTHER PPL READING.. U CHANGE A LOT U KNOW TAT.. WHY MUST IT BECOME LYK TAT? i really odn understand why...

Date : Thursday, June 22, 2006
Time : 12:40 AM

WHY? plz.. tell me.. why muz u leave at this time? its seems lyk everyone ish blaming me on ur death.. i know its been hard on u for me having a bad results.. but ur smokin habit are also causin it.. now it seems lyk my fault... no mattrer how hard i cried for u... i know u will neever return again... i promise to reach the expectation of u.. i promise to take carre of mother.. but did u stay.. no.. u were gone... i juz couldn;t erase my mind off the image when i saw u in bed.. ur face were lyk in hell.. i really really wanted to help u load it.. if i could.. but i couldn't.. maybe lord thinks tat ur suffering too much... its time for u to enjoy in the netherland.. i hope u'll be happy there.. never stress or angry again... neither will u feel those pain again.. but in me... i'll never get wad i wan... i had a lost a great father who i only how how to treasure after his is gone... guys.. if u read this and urs fathers are smoking.. advise them to quit... really... i lost my dad cause of a damn cigarette... do u wanna end up lyk me? its painful k.. to lose him at the AGE OF 15!... and he is 52 only... so young.. how could he live... i would nvr ever forget the greatfulness and even the beatings he gave me.. cos i'll nvr get to experience them again... juz another image in my mind.. T_T

Date : Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Time : 7:05 AM

Lee, the emoticon that represents you best is the Smiling Face

What's up, smiley? Somehow you just always seem to find a way to turn that frown upside down. Your upbeat attitude and friendly demeanor brighten up any room, including your favorite chat room.Like your classic emoticon counterpart, you're a staple on anyone's list. Boring days and sleepless nights are far more bearable when you're online to chat. Whether you're shooting the breeze, catching up, or giving out advice, you can cheer up anyone on the other side of the conversation. So keep lightening the mood, making new friends, and bringing smiles to other folks' faces. After all, it's just so natural for you!
Got it from web tickle.. since i can make ppl smile.. can't i really have her back? i been thinkin of her for the past few days...

Date : Sunday, June 18, 2006
Time : 9:38 PM

Sobs*
2 hr and 24 min to a month.. oh man.. how have i done wrong to make her leave me? ish god punishing me for wad i've done... did i not give her enough care? to make her leave me? why? why does it have to end this way.. doesn;t storytales always have a happy ending? why can;t i be lyk the end... WHy?

Date : Saturday, June 17, 2006
Time : 9:44 PM

COugh* Cough*
Erm.. back again.. haiz... sumthing new in blog.. included a visitor counter.. hmm. thx to dan blog.. hahas.. went to his blog.. nice~ careful.. putting music in blog is illegal in Sg.. warning to ya guys.. i've removed mine... have u? hmm.. at least done sumthing today.. finish history except the source base hahas.. at least i've done sumthing.. nt lyk sumbody? hahas... had this really weird dreams which have no connections and they are connected today.. dreamt of talking to dad.. den played chinese chess wif sum old man.. den I MSG HER!!! wow... hai ya.. lyk tat only.. treating me as a friend? why didn't dream of having her in my arms? argh.. should have let the dream lasted longer... hahas.. they said tat dreams in colour means the dreams are going to be coming true.. those in black and white are just ur brain illusions... tatd dream wif her was in B&W... hope having her in my arms and back to me would be in COLOUR!!! 2 more days... sobs sobs.... T_t

Date : Friday, June 16, 2006
Time : 9:57 PM

Wee...
back everyone.. hmm.. had a heavy dinner.. daddy blan eat at coffeeshop cos of fathers' day... had a nice one.. ate steamboat.. den saw a lot of ppl dere waiting for soccer.. and saw a lot which i don wish to see... sian... went to do project again.. everything project project.. sian ar.. hahas.. ordered mac at charyl's hse.. hahas.. came after 1hr and 15 mins.. so long man.. damn sian... charyls sis brought her friends come play.. all come ka jiao me.. hahas.. lend JY disc from her.. listened... quite nice.. hahas.. generation gap.. they sae de jokes we all cnt understand.. hahas.. everyone ish leaving on holi.. hahas.. got a lot of preezzie take... from sanche, mr wee, and fiona.. hahas.. bon voyage to her den.. leaving tml... hmm... 3 more days.. ar.. sian.. still having her on my mind.. pictures of the great times i had wif her ish still around.. still kept those messages she send me.. she sae she really love me.. does she?

Date : Thursday, June 15, 2006
Time : 11:41 AM

YaWns*

Hihi, BAck.. again.. hahas.. sorry guys.. nvr blog for a few days... hahas... cos nth to write mah.. hahas.. so sian.. still got quite a lot of homework to do... haiz.. going to be a month since she apart from me.. can it seems she still on my mind? wait wait wait... how long do i have to wait? haiz... so sian... don feel lyk going out liao.. so troublesome.. finish off wif angles come out another hui yi.. wa liao.. i so so sian.. hahas.. fiona descibe them as lan tao hua.. den she very good izzit? hahas... change my blog skin to black! hahas.. so sian.. haven cut my hair yet.. should i do it today? hmm... this is a nice skin... very meaningful, its lyk tailor-made.. juz for me... mr wee ish coming back, and bbq ish coming... sian... seems lyk i going to view the stars all by myself... T_t

Date : Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Time : 12:31 AM

Yawnz*
Hi... I'm back.. *cold Windz* seems lyk my blog ish dead.. no one tag de.. tats means no one read la.. izzit very boring? den i'm writing to myself den.. hahas.. kk.. quite a lot of things happen to day... Morning woke up.. irritating mummy make so much noise at 7... cnt slp.. den she go of.. overslept... wake up at 9 plus.. almost blame mum.. but diam diam.. use com.. when to meet bryan at photoshop.. forgot abt the housework daddy ask me do... walk out of the house.. saw hui yi and bryan walking towards my house.. cos too obsessed in mofunzone de game le.. hahas.. den went bedok.... i feel tat hui yi more lyk angles nowsadays.. lyk to show attitude! quite hate her.. irritating... go library.. return book.. went fun land.. play daytona.. training advance course.. still maage too pass... den hui yi went back... i and bryan too 69 to tamp.. meet fiona.. den on bus heard a lot of things abt hui yi... omg.. shes a horny bitch.. my close myself in a glass box from her... hahas... den go see cap... feel lyk buying one.. but don have wad i wan.. and FOX hats are very ex.. 50 plus!! i really muz change my style liao.. muz be a bit mroe cool.. maybe can attract her back? hahas.. i don really think much of her now la.. if she really wan to come back.. she will.. tats wad i think.. i don to force her or wad.. waiting? think so bah... den meet fiona and her friends at mrt... all lyk very fierce to me.. cos they only hear one side of story between me and fiona.. .. except pei yan.. hahas.. she look so kind.. bryan so evil.. see her nt nice den walk away.. dont dare see her.. wth... macham he very handsome lyk tat lor... diaox.. den when handshake wif her de shi hou.. can feel she very shy... hahas.. b'dae mah.. (: i don know why.. i lyk to ka jiao ppl who lyk me.. make them feel embarrassed.. hahas.. (: den bugis.. hui yi dman late can.. wth.. i don care liao.. went play LAN at parco.. c & c generals.. wah.. first time playing this edition.. so song.. den play a bit of cs.. play daytona again.. hahas.. spend 5 credits playing.. cos of these stupid boy who wan to win me after i beat him in beginner course.. he so sore loser.. wanna make me overturn... hahas.. another once ish he tot i playing.. den he put the credit.. i nvr play he walk away.. hahas.. let the guy get free game.. hahas.. i manage to complete advance course!! hahas.. lo.. den go out of arcade saw a lot of miss call.. muz be mummy de.. cos i sae go library.. den very late liao.. around4 plus.. went off without returning bryan shirt.. Dropped at eunos mrt station.. actually wan buy the adidas sling bag de.. but the pasar malam gone liao!!.. sian.. no choice.. sian sian take 60 home.. pass by her house.. wondering if will meet her? tats wad i always tink of went pass by.. wad a wild imagination.. Forget IT! ch33 hao.. she nvr gonna return to u... haiz will she? reach home.. dropped dead on bed... actually don feel lyk slping de.. cos dun wanna see daddy black face when he come home.. sure will question me where i go.. cos he ground me mah.. cnt go anywhere.. sian... den woke up at 7.. ate dinner.. shoick.. a lot of meat.. i love them.. hahas.. den bryan came chasing for his shirt.. i went mac after my dinner.. pass him his shirt.. den sit der chat chat.. receive fiona msg.. den send her home at bustop.. den stupid bryan keep daring hui yi to touch me here and dere.. she die also don wan go home.. sian, den i also don wan so ren xin ps her dere... hahas.. den finally manage to get home.. sina.. i miss juz b cos of hui yi.. wth.. bathed.. came up.. daddy start nagging liao.. why i ask u do the things u nvr do.. den tml muz wake up early in morning to do liao lor.. sian.. watch juz b a while.. start to use com for bio.. omg.. daddy let me use up till so late.. first time sae.. juz heard the news tat juz b was out! omg.. sian... haiz.. i broke my reocrd.. i have non-stop hearing Junyang Sha Sha De shui for the whole day. non-stop repeat.. its so nice.. by fang wen shan.. hahas.. its near one now.. wonder if shes still awake.. she is still ignoring me.. wad can i do?
man yuan de luo ye ren feng chui, ting chu sha sha du shui, na ge jiao bu shen chong mang de nan me ling sui...

Date : Friday, June 09, 2006
Time : 10:47 PM

Zip*
I'm back.. hahas.. woke up at ten todae.. had my breafast and used com.. out of sudden den rmb tat today need to do ss project.. argh.. rush and rush.. den daddy ask me call justin father to arrange for dental appointment.. sian... still muz i go down adjust the dentures for him. macham i wear.. i shall be bo gay den.. hahas.. took 60.. went charyl hse... see tat buay song security guard jiao bin again.. went eat lunch first.. den back to project.. everyone was sian after e lunch.. Xiang qun and weiling went crazy!.. hahas.. we have a broken family.. hahas.. do a bit.. stop liao.. dey watch hard gay.. laugh and laugh... hahas.. den went to eunos inter.. bought ji tui den eat.. yum yum.. i growing fat.. without my intensive trainings... argh!.. hahas.. den still got the sensation to buy the adidas bag.. see the auntie down there lyk ku ku de deng zhe wo.. hahas.. so poor thing.. went home.. switch off phone.. so tired seh.. argh... den woke up and ate dinner.. still keeping the pet alive.. hope so.. wo hui hao hao guo, deng ni zai ai wo, zhong you ge jiao rou, rang ni zai qi wo...

Date : Thursday, June 08, 2006
Time : 9:55 PM

WinkS*
back.. lala.. i'm tired.. sian.. juz came back after going out wif fiona? omg.. shocK? break le still can go out.. its amazing tat we could continue to be friends.. mostl i see break le are enemies.. or nvr tok.. hahas.. i bought a IDOG... quite disappointed.. cos no volume control la.. cos quite soft.. hahas.. but its better than the old one tat i dig out... hmm.. den go over to the icon shopping mall walk walk wif her.. she wanted to find her friend.. den i anything lor.. pass by a shop.. saw a lot of IPOD accessories.. got external charger, cover, which is real cool, lyk a devil.. evil grins*.. maybe i could do a DIY on my own!! hahas.. den went back to parco to mac to eat lunch.. chatted wif her in mac.. hahas.. sudden found out from her tat there ish a stain my my shirt.. yucks!!! so sucky.. e.. so paiseh.. whole day holding onto e stain sia... den went to hai die wif fiona to sign up for her singing class... fast she ish.. came out.. but the photos she gave nt clear.. nt accepted.. den went to tamp.. saw yicheng and angeline in mac.. wif their mom.. den yicheng give me a first look that we patch.. omg.. cnt lyk tat la.. very de flirt...went to 77th street.. wanted to buy a hat.. don have the design i wan.. sian.. den she suddested i took from her bro.. coup.. lol.. so bad.. hahas.. den saw her bag.. suan each other.. i said her bag was bought in china.. she sae my bag 3 for 10 dollars.. hahas.. lyk suan her whole day.. cos no topics to talk on mah.. suan suan a bit lor.. anyway she used to it le mah.. :) went over to Cs... decided to watch the OMEN.. its cool movie.. nice.. she was scared.. hahas.. so funny.. yicheng also watchiing... but he watch in GV at 7.10.. we watch earlier.. and can u believe it? angeline mum was watchin.. haha... so funny.. movie nice.. quite scary.. she lyk dere hiding hiding.. hahas.. kawaii neh.. hahas... jk.. actually she good lookin la.. nt bad.. i cnt hurt her again.. wad i can sae... unless she willing to get hurt.. hahas.. den after tat she took bus wif me.. took 22.. den pass by mavis.. den she ask me whether i'm going tuition dere.. she sae doro also from dere.. i was shock.. omg.. same class as her how? i hope she eng so pro nt dere la.. i was lyk stunned.. dunno wad to sae lor.. tot of her again... sian... can't i get get over it? why? sian.. repeating over my mind juz lyk a broken record.. reached home.. found out dad was home liao.. quite happy.. but cnt go out liao.. grounded for life.. hahas.. :).. ate dinner.. bathed.. tried to impressed dad tat i did my work by showing him i did his assessment he bought for me.. he sae got do good lor.. hmm.. i still owe him two article.. so use tat book to try cover up.. played wif my iDOg.. hahas.. kinda funny.. noisy.. hahas.. quite soft.. wonder at bbq night they will lyk it? hahas..read my book.. its nice.. its called BISH BASH BOSH.. don really know wad the title means.. its abt this guy kena dump by girl.. den he change his style and way of doing things.. very funny.. trying to attract more girls.. hahas.. maybe i should be lyk him? i also got dumped.. hahas.. kk.. tats all i got to sae.. welcome those tat came back from malaysia.. HUAN YING NI HUI JIA... JIA SHI WEN NUAN DE.. hahas... :)

Date : Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Time : 5:37 PM

Hi...
i'm back.. so sian... juz came back from old folks home... hahas.. so tired today.. wash fan.. wen chien poor thing.. wash chair herself.. hahas.. ;) still slackin.. sian.. tml cnt slack liao.. muz chiong 2 own newspaper articles.. 8 ss article.. finish A maths FYS.. see can complete goal nt.. hahas.. :0.. ltat come back den write k.. i'm tired... T_T... WaitiIng.. IS tAT wAd i SHoulD Do?

Date : Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Time : 10:43 PM

Hi...
i'm back bloggie... hmm... bought a zinc germany bag.. plastic de.. hahas.. today after chinese compo writing camp went to visit daddy again.. hmm... pass him shampoo.. hmm quite sad, he still need to stay.. i wanna buy adidas bag!! yeah... hahas.. and i wanna buy idog.. so cute... hahas.. :) hehe.. den tml still muz go old folks home.. sian... she return... should i tok to her?

Date : Monday, June 05, 2006
Time : 1:59 PM

Hi..
back again.. T_T almost all left fro malaysia trip liao.. hahas.. T_T... today and ytd broke record... i slept at 1 ytd.. cos guess show at 12.. i anyhow watch other shows.. den found out its auite nice la.. a channel 8 show... young killers.. gang stuff.. den guess show comes i watch two at once.. gangs once de finish i watch guess show a while.. den damn sian.. i went to sleep den.. even they were showing shio bu as wad bao xian had sae.. hahas... i sms fiona and bao xian ytd nights.. altogether 80 sms.. hahas... i'm really crazy ytd night.. heard from bao xian tat she going overseas.. hmm shes been ignoring me i tink.. haiz.. donno wad to sae abt her la.. WAIT.. WAIT.. WAIT... tats wad i can sae.. don go bother her le la.. wrote a poem for her.. tink going to give her on bbq night bah.. hmm.. tink tat bill ish going to bao liao la.. sms fiona in china! she didn't tell me~ ar... sian.. den call call call.. T_T... today woke up at 11.. tats crazy.. cos slack lyk hell... I HAD A TERRIBLE DREAM!! i dreamt tat i was adopted.. den i found out.. cos ah jies all so clever.. i in neighbouhood school.. den i go to the top of shopping mall.. tink wanna jump.. but when reach liao den wake up.. sian.. no ending hahas... sian.. i'm lack of CASH! i saw a lot of things i wanna bu.. but no Money.. sian... T_T... includes... plastic sling bag.. IPOD portable amplifer... radio remote.. external changer.. sian... $$$ only got $170 now.. and IPOD products are so ex!! sian.. i wanted a bag.. maybe zinc? but i scare buy same brand as her they gossip again.. haiz.. why does some ppl LYK TO GOSSIP so much.. sian... Finally added photos into my IPOD.. hahas.. tink i spent 3 months doing it? hahas.. so sian.. i tink finishin blogging liao den bath and chiong homework bah...sian.. T_T.. very sian.. no mood for homework.. T_T.. went to visit dad ytd.. ok la.. tink he still need to stay a bit longer bah! sian.. at least he in hospital better.. he cnt gat angry.. and i can slack.. Hehe.. maybe ask him change a place.. cos hospital sounds lyk dying.. CHOY! touch wood.. hahas.. sian.. ez-lin wan no money liao.. haiz.. should have bought concesssion.. sian.. muz top up wif my own $$ again.. T_T.. LOving u ish ThE OnLY thing I'm hoLdiNG OnTo... i shall Buy A ZInc WhiTe BaG!!!

Date : Sunday, June 04, 2006
Time : 12:53 PM

hmm... came back from sending mr wee off.. almost cnt send him.. meeting him at 6.45, i woke up at 6.30.. hahas.. den chiong cab.. hahas.. took the skytrain 4 times.. once he sae he at terminal 2.. den i go over, he at terminal 1, i go over... send him off liao.. walk walk wif yi cheng.. den wan take MRT.. forget its at T1... den i go T2.. den back to T1 again.. den nvr take mrt.. take bus.. at bustop saw MR RAJ!!!! HOLDING hand sae... hahas.. those who wans the photo take from YICheng.. we macham stalker.. stalk him.. hahas... den went back to bedok... hahas.. den he went to angeline hse... den i relise she live so near me.. hahas.. i'm lame.. he still ask me whether wan go her hse.. hahas.. wth.. den i wanna go buy things.. sun lu.. den he sae u really wan go ar? wth... ZzzzZZ ..who wan to be ur goodberry lei.. make me jealous ar? i'm nt.. maybe fiona ish.. hahas... saw her blog juz now... haiz.. dunno wad to sae la.. tink she ish still over me lor.. haiz.. she sad tat i love doro more than her? hahas.. wishful thinkin... haiz.. i sure need time to recover de mah.. don you.. hahas.. don anyhow tink la.. do well in ur studies k.. btw... THose who put music in their blog better remove.. ITS ILLEGAL in SG!! hahas.. kk la.. i tink i gonna remove the password thingy from my blog.. kinda irritating.. cos tat ppl keep comin in mah... tink she won;t le la.. hahas... :) happy wif my new wallet.. hahas.. same as kenneth de.. hahas.. thx a lot ar.. for the wallet.. best buddy since p1.. hahas... den back to family problems.. dad still in hospital.. visiting him in the evening i tink.. haiz.. dunno he angry nt.. lata go dere he chest pain again.. den i sian.. better don go.. lata he sae.. u wan make me mad till death den u happy izzit.. haiz... pek chek la.. he ask me do things nvr sae properly.. den got mistakes he dere scold scold scold.. sae ask em do things a small one also cnt come out wif results.. hai ya.. since u tink sis can do better.. ask her do la.. hai yo.. u chest pain come complain its me again.. haiz.. k la.. alll my fault la.. he quite old liao.. try not to re him la.. let him live happily for the rest of his life... hahas.. watch hard gay.. omg.. his funny.. but to girls.. he might be a bit disgusting.. hahas.. den today morning sike come tok to me.. tio shock.. tot wad sae... hahas... :)

photos are takin on 03.06.06

Date : Saturday, June 03, 2006
Time : 10:34 PM

hi...
back to blog.. hmm quite happy todae la.. but now back to sad mode.. missin her again.. T_T.. dad admitted to hospital.. is it because of me? haiz.. think so.. T_T.. went out wif primary school friends today. hahas.. took neo.. watch bench warmers.. hmm. nice.. la.. KK.. since shes nt here.. is hall sae la.. ANGLES I HATE U MAN>> U SUCK TO DA CORE K!!! STOP MENTIONING HER IN FRONT OF ME CAN!!! haiz.. pei chek la.. she always mention her.. damn buay song.. T_T.. kenneth bought a wallet for me.. and i pathetic bought a da xing xing piggy bank for me.. T_T>...

Date : Friday, June 02, 2006
Time : 11:09 AM

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It aSecond or Two
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and theone who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the wayyou want them to, doesn't mean they don't love youwith all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for yourhand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sittingright beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, becauseyounever know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to oneperson you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, whoisn'twilling to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong peoplebefore meeting the right one, so that when wefinally meet the person, we will know how to begrateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because ithappened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurtyou so what you have to do is keep on trusting andjust be more careful about who you trust next timearound.
12. Make yourself a better person and know whoyouare before you try and know someone else andexpect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come whenyou least expect them to.

i love this sentence man.. hahas.. now my blog ish being secure from tat irritatin person.. hehe.. can write all i wan.. i'm crazy man.. i sent her a msg again.. T_T really can't control myself.... T_T