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#Depressionist_Jay
12/05/1991

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Date : Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Time : 7:17 PM

Hi bloggie...
back to blog again.. hmm.. today so damn daring.. tell lies chabo compo writing camp.. hahas... cos damn sian la.. den havin flu... de went to eat and play lan lor.. hahas.. xuan yuan so noob.. tio trash by me.. hehe.. den came back.. mr wee ask if after compo thingy wanna go shop and eat dinner.. haiz.. daddy object again.. cos of my stupid eng.. haiz... cos of him my sis suffer.. haiz.. language cham ish cham.. wad can u do... cnt change de la.. still wanna put me in british council for tuition... haiz.. den it'll be more tiring for me when school reopens.. can;t he juz let me have fun in holidays while i catch up wif my studies.. can't he juz let me study on my own... T_T lyk wad mr poon sae.. if u tie a child to tightly.. he might juz let go... T_T.. tml still got old folks home.. T_T.. donno shld go nt... haiz... i so sian.. no life kia... lovin u ish the only thing i'm holdin onto right now... without u.. its really no life at all.. these few days i've been thinkin abt the beautiful times we had together... how i wish u were by my side during e bbq night, gazing at the stars lyk we used to when we were together... T_T

Date : Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Time : 6:08 PM

Hi bloggie..
hmm, slack the whole day today i tink.. hmm actually woke up at 8 de.. den tired.. lack till 10 again.. haiz.. den go play com lor.. play till 2 plus find newspaper cuttings.. found 5.. but tink one confirm can use.. T_T haiz.. falling into depression don know for how long liao.. msg her last night.. i now really lyk a stalker sae... hmm lyk trackin her every move.. i'm so bad.. wad can i do? i miss her.. whenever i'm free, i'll think of the days spend under voids deck.. tats is the best memories i had wib her... lovin her is the only thing i'm holding onto now.. all da best for ur competition.. u was my dear.. i'll wait for ur return.. may someday.. maybe u'll never...

Date : Monday, May 29, 2006
Time : 2:03 PM

haiz...
back to my blog again.. i'm so bored.. no life.. grounded at home.. haiz.. kept thinkin of her.. really can't get her off my mind.. den ytd go charyl b'dae party they keep playing feng and hei se mao yi let me hear... T_T.. nah.. i won't cry so easily.. i know how to control my emotions.. i won't let them run wild.. hmm.. juz came back from tamp.. saw eddie and sia at pizza hut again.. haiz.. how i wish i could be lky them lor.. exams so cham liao still can work and be so free.. T_T.. I'M GROUNDED at home... T_T.. sian.. juz finsih my e maths FYS.. still got a lot of holidays hmwrk to do.. and i can't help myself to keep thinkin ago.. i love her ever since the start of 2006, starting it since 11 april 2006, but will she ever return to me?

Date : Sunday, May 28, 2006
Time : 10:36 AM

Hiaz...
I really damn fed up wif my dad ytd can.. WTH... my eng got C6 he dere kp kb... i try to communicate wif him.. tellin him the situation i'm in, he dere sae i;m giving excuses everytime i'm in the wrong.. WTH!!! i trying to work things out right.. muz he really have to shout all the times.. WTH... he sae i'm makein him angry all the times, trying to kill hi.. WTH!! lyk i'm the root of all problems.. Wad abt me leaving this world.. den u can live up to a ripe old ages wif ur daughters.. R u ahppy abt tat.. i'm really ready to leave.. trust me.. she is the only thing i holding onto n0w.. i don wish to believe wad fiona told me tat day.. really.. T_T....

Date : Friday, May 26, 2006
Time : 11:06 PM

Hi bloggie..
Hehe... haiz.. see her lyk don care abt the neopets acc. liao.. haiz.. i help her take care la.. T_T.. hehe.. won;t die de... :).. went watch X men 3 today.. nt tat really nice.. ok la.. den went to eat wib mr wee.. pathetiic.. eas BK.. nex ttime den treat me better stuff.. hahas... haiz.. went to take guitar.. honestly saying.. i'm still over her.. although i sae i give up liao.. i really can't lor.. i'll be lyk roy den.. mou mou de deng.. hope the xiao dong zuo someone mention will help den.. T_T.. i really hope wad she said ish nt true abt her.. tml meet the parents session.. Die liao. Wth.. ms yap sae see my blog den sae i pervertic.. wad did i do on my blog lei? nth wad... T_T

Date : Thursday, May 25, 2006
Time : 5:45 PM

Dear blog.. i so sad today.. tml i need to go clean MT room wif Stupid khim kiang.. wah sian.. u and know wad did my friend tell me.. she was cheering when i was chosen! omg.. does she really tat me tat much tat she wans to break wif me and tell me she loses feel.. omg.. these feel days ish lyk i'm being pang seh.. T_T.. i wanted a patch.. she did not reply my msg last night.. i seem sad.. but a bit angry.. is it really the true.. i suspect she had another stead... T_T..

Date : Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Time : 5:31 PM

Hmm.. count count count.. almost a week since i break liao.. haiz plz man.. i donno how many times i sae liao.. why muz it end it lyk tat.. can patch? gal? plz.. i really love u... plz.. T_T.. btw first time hear rui heng sae my blog romantic.. hahas.. i take tat as a compliment den... hmm todae went to play bowling.. played extra game.. idiot derrick make me lose out... T_T.. den play pool la.. derrick tai co win.. den mr poon long pang me cab home.. hahas.. ty for tat.. hahas.. wah.. mr poon know a lot of couples in school know.. haiz.. he die also dun wan tell me my sec one.. heng ar.. he sae this kind of things he won complain de.. unless parents complain la.. thank god... plz dear, don lose feel in me.. plz.. i reall lyk u lo.. really don know how to face u in class.. u dere wif bing they all i also don dare go... T_T T_T.. Ai wo bie zou, ru guo ni shuo, ni bu ai wo... darling.. i nvr give up on you.. even on our neopets... i still keepin it alive.. and my love for u will nvr fade.. u understand?

Date : Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Time : 7:47 PM

Haiz...
Donno wad to sae.. got feel a bit better la.. but still avoiding her lo.. dunno why.. now lyk trying to attract her attention.. Haiz.. today play basketball until so painful.. T_T chest tio elbow by zhi hong, head tio elbow by kevin, eddie lie on me... so heavy.. T_T den she look at us play basketball wif felicia they all.. really got a weird feeling tat she lyk someones in class.. haiz.. really agree tat wad charyl sae today, girls normally don lose feel for their crush.. haiz.. she is really the first i c... hmm when walk walk wif charyl and jia min, ok la.. nt bad.. hmm.. she read my compo.. hahas.. tinks tat i shld send to 933 sian ge ji yi.. hahas... hmm.. really nth to sae la.. sang most no. of times of qing tian.. hopes she really understand... although i told her i give up le.. tats nt really wat i mean lor.. haiz.. hope she still keeps the piggy.. i won't give up, juz keep waiting for her...

Date : Monday, May 22, 2006
Time : 3:04 PM

Haiz.. today a sad day for me.. haiz.. dunnno wad to do.. donno how to face her.. see her in school so pai seh lor.. thx wenqi, huiyan and aiting for listening to me.. haiz. i dunno how long i still need to cry over her in the nights.. haiz.. wad i can do ish only to gaze her at a corner of the class.. hoping one day tat she'll return back to me... haiz... dunno wad to do la.. dunnno she got read my letter a not? or she just throw in rubbish bin.. really ope she read.. cos i tink its meaningful la.. haiz.. dunno how to face her during BBQ la.. i hope open singing activity.. everyone sing... and i guess i shall have to gaze the stars under the moonlight myself.. notice tat she had removed it from her friendster profile.. so heartbroken.. haiz.. dunnno wad to do.. well at least she didn't delete my testi for her.. T_T Dunnno wad to do.. i guess i shall have to keep waiting for her.. sacrifies quite a lot of her la.. actually mid-yr she drop i tink also becos of me.. very guilty.. haiz.. honestly saying.. i really have a weird feeling tat she broke up wif me and went off wif my friends.. hope its not la.. i prefer her to be single lyk tat lor.. haiz... Now mY theme song ish QIng TIan And Ai WO bie ZoU.. they represent my love for her.. Haiz.. hope she understands me... I swear to wait for her till she returns.. i shall nt have anymore gals.... She ISH MY ONE AND ONLY..
Ru guo shuo fen shou shi ge tong de qi dian.. na zai zong dian zhi qian, wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian...

Date : Saturday, May 20, 2006
Time : 10:46 AM

really still cnt get over it.. donno why.. heard Rie fu life is like a boat and jay qing tian.. i have cried the whole night over her... i really don understand.. we were going on smoothly, and this have to end lyk tat.. i really donno why... can someone tell me?

Date : Friday, May 19, 2006
Time : 8:20 PM

Sian la...
i realli have no feeling to blog la... but for her sick, i blog k.. its over.. i donno why she suddenly ask for break, i donno why... i let her go.. i didn't know why.. maybe its not right for me to hold her anymore.. she juz like a injured kite.. flown into my house.. when i finish repairing it.. letting it fly high again.. it somehow wanted to cut itself of.. irealli don understand.. fewsdays ago still so sweet wif me.. i realli don.. can sumone tell me.. is it tta her parents found out.. if it is.. i can understand.. but at least tell me.. or she still have feelings for sike? i realli donno.. i'm falling apart.. help... i'll be there juz for u.. never giving up.. tats wad i had to sae, my dear... maybe tats the last time i call her tat...

Date : Friday, May 12, 2006
Time : 4:54 PM

Hi Bloggie...
Yeah... my b'dae.. hoot hoot.. haiz... but still got exams on mon.. cnt enjoy b'dae to the fullest.. hahas.. first of all muz thx those who send me msg wishin happy b'dae.. BIG TY to you all.. hahas.. sian.. my b'dae dad pissed me of.. die also wan me go take photo.. refuse to take the school lol.. lol.. he ish very jue jiang lor.. nvm.. dun care abt him.. wow.. whole day never go out.. bleach whole day... wow.. shoick man.. its sho nice... dear.. how did u enjoy ur day? miss me? hahas... hope the rain don spoil ur day.. hahas.. kk.. gonna continue bleachin... hope i do well for a maths... YEAH!....

Date : Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Time : 2:49 PM

Hi...
Once again.. bAck here le.. hahas.. got one day never blog le.. sorry ar.. ytd daddy on leave.. den cnt use comp.. haiz.. pissed of wif him la.. i don wan cut slope he buay song.. sae back never cut.. next time cut this kind if hairstyle he don give me money.. he either ask me let him cut or next time i cut hair pay myself.. pay lor.. cnt have my own hairstyle izzit.. muz follow ur old-fashioned slope? it sucks man.. haha.. yeah.. .fri my b'dae.. wonder can get how many prezzie on thurs.. hahas.. most anitcipated ish her present la.. wonder wad she buy for me lor.. hahas.. ytd paper damn easy la.. think can score well for combine sci. nt sure abt e and a maths.. hahas.. tml chi can lack a while.. but lata go study bio liao.. really odn understand whard it tokin lo... hmm.. oh ya.. sian.. canoeing chalet change to 15 and 16 liao.. wah liao.. damn fast lor.. wth.. nvm.. hope can stay overnight.. hahas.. ask mr lim to tok to dad.. hope he agree la.. hmm, i hope if angles see this she will listen la.. plz la.. there ish definely no chance between me and you lo... plz give up.. jian wei ish a guy nice.. go for him.. if nt.. other guys... plz.. i don suit u... i don wan to hurt u... plz.. hehe.. (: kk... bye guys... tok to u guys.. hopefully again on wed or thurs.. hahas.. few more days exam end le.. Yeah! look forward to class BBQ and canoeing chalet.. yeah!

Date : Sunday, May 07, 2006
Time : 4:15 PM

Hi...
sorry ar.. ytd nvr blog.. cos keep playing neopets... hahas lame right.. trying to earn np for her to spend lor... hahas.. kk.. lyk my hair.. nice~ but no fringe.. T_T sian lor.. should be cutting ytd de.. den the aunties nvr open.. go two times also nvr open. den today ,morning go again.. fed up.. nvr open agin.. den went funland see see... miss CnC generals hahas.. den went to check again.. NOT OPEN!!! sian ar.. den went the NTUC dere de OKINWANA family saloon and cut, nt bad la.. 10 bucks nia... hmm. at first quite satisfied de.. den scare dad scold fringe too long den ask auntie cut short a bit lor.. den she juz... ka-cha... whole fringe gone.. sian.. she lyk also shock la.. hahas.. den the others hairdresser got one damn gay lor.. i alomst laugh.. u all should go and se... haha... so funny.. den came back home wif 228... wah liao.. i swear don take 228 from inter le.. the bus de aircon spoil de.. take so many times le.. sian.. damn hot... but better than last time de conditions lor.. oh.. ytd want go cut hair saw jonathan.. tio shock.. hahas.. he saw me first la.. den wave at me i gong gon cnt reconigse him.. hahas.. he told me tat he going to meet her at her hse den go watch movie.. got a feelin he maybe wanna call me go.. but don be so bad la.. they very little time together le.. summore quarrel.. better don go be dian deng pao... hahas.. den came home watch tv lor.. until lyk one plus den study physics.. ok la.. understand most of them.. but scare e math tml very hard.. and chem on tue.. .sian.. oh ya.. ytd watched the election result.. hahas.. aljunied won by PAP hahas.. happy la.. my daddy sad lor.. cos he supported WP.. den he keep saying WP will win be4 the results out.. den come out le he sae still got next yr... hahas.. so funny.. hmm.. juz come online den went jay forum... OMG.. jay not nominate for any awards in golden awards... OMG... how can tat be.. all muz be very angry lor... but maybe he never change his style la.. den they don lyk him lor.. sian.. wonder hows the results of MTV asia awards.. donno jay got win nt.. sian.. i'm missing her.. whole morning never msg her.. cos she scare bill burst again... hmmm dear.. wad ya doinn now? i'm missing u badly...

Date : Friday, May 05, 2006
Time : 9:55 PM

Hi bloggie...
Finally made the effort to blog todae.. hahas.... best day fo my life.. at least now got sum confident in humans le.. hope can pass lor.. hahas.... hehe.. today very early go home la.. den slack a lot.. slp for 4 hrs.. my my.. hahas... yeah.. not sad liao.. hahas... got the feeling all back.. hehe... i lurve u my dear... never forget me.. hahas... sho slacky today.. never really study.. watched starship trooper.. the guy sho handcome.. hahas.. which got his look.. but i'm chaoda.. => by dorothy.... k k la.. next time den write more k.. gd luck for paper on mon guys... hope jay win mtv asia awards...

Date : Thursday, May 04, 2006
Time : 1:37 PM

Hi...
haiz so de sad now.. hmm sorry tat ytd cnt write for u all. cos daddy off den cnt blog.. cos today exam den muz study.. den now he slping de i tou tou use lor.. muz denfinely write this post.. or else i'll be damn damn sad.. hiaz... hmm start wif studies first bah.. hmm today eng paper ok la.. nt tat bad.. tink still can make it.. but i don know wads the meaning of gait!!! haiz.. his die la.. 13 marks.. poof.. gone le... don even know write wad... very scare humans and chi will fail.. ar.. die la.. cnt faill cnt fail.. kk hmm. ytd sho sweet wif her den now i feel lyk killing myself.. wah lao.. cnt stand de pain lor... firstly muz definely sae sorry to fiona... now i reall understand wad u mean by i neglecting u last time.. cos i'm expericencing it right now... haiz.. nt really she neglect me la.. but only time after school den can pei her.. den today cnt even pei her.. she go mac wif feli they not.. not sae i die die wan her to be wif me la.. but its lyk i have very little time wif her.. and now i'm damn sad over it.. wah.. think ss fail tml le la... don even know how to study wif this mood.. good thing i have this blog to share this wif you all.. haiz... sian la.. now think wad abt karen sae ish right.. sum people only need stead when she feels lonely... myabe shes lyk tat.. it seems to me lyk she is.. but i donno blame her anything la.. she feels ok about it.. the prob ish wif me.. ar... LEE CHEE HAO>.. why u lyk tat.. wah liao.. cnt take it la.. wanna cry liao... den my mp3 don know why keep letting me hear sad songs... i wanna die! ar... bye bloggy.. baby juz sae good night.. i can;t take the sorrow, baby juz close ur cos u don understand, there no easy way to sae goodbye, baby juz sae good night.. hope she doesn;t see this and be sad... T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_TT_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T
JAy WannaBe™ i sad k.. real sad... can;t take it...

Date : Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Time : 8:24 PM

Hi...
Sorry ar guys.. today can;t write much.. cos daddy banned me frm usin com.. exams wan come le mah.. so writing everyday in details.. don tink next few days can blog.. if possible, i will write de... hahas.. kk. nt much things happened today.. went to school, saw her (: , had PE, ran and played bb, den Chi lesson teacher nvr come, but had to do stupid mock exam paper... as practise for paper 2.. den eat liao go photocopy things.. wah very busy.. got a lot of things to study.. firstly SS and History!!! haven started on ss yet... hiaz.. sian.. i muz pia liao... donno sae how many times muz pia le.. all empty promises.. haiz... den today mr poon.. hahas... come in class i yawn* den slap me, den i ask him why never sms me he sae nt free, hahas... den i sae go dating... hahas... so funny, actually he went thailand, wah.. den i scare my sms to him need extra charge.. die la.. daddy scold again.. den he buy things for us, one ish monkey another ish a monkey vibrator, den norman sae i look lyk the monkey.. hahas.. so cute.. den mr poon sae i take de black one.. diao~ sian.. all suan me black... haiz... nvm... den no a maths remedial, den got chemistry lesson, don undersrtand la.. die again, but already went thru the chem paper, so sit in class read lime.. den sae a sunflower vibrator.. my god.. sho big lor.. how to stuff it in, got duck, worm and goldfish wif huge eyeballs! haha.. den ms guok gave lollipop, she gave me extra one, cos need to photocopy notes for class.. den cope extra one gave her... hahas... den pei her go mac lor.. heng they all never follow.. wah liao.. damn ka jiao lor.. follow me sen dher home.. den go mac tok tok, wei ru scare fat den let me drink her coke.. hahas.. zhuan dao.. (: den nvr send her home.. .cos see quite late liao.. came home first things bath.. den in bath room nth do i go cut my hair.. hahas... die.. now hair sho funny, look like got flower, but quite nice lei.. hahas.. den slp till 7.30 and ate.. then now wite to you all lor.. kk la.. hope those who got got exams in their school do well k.. hahas.. including my friends frm primary school.. Gd luck.. and to my dar... hope u do well too... Nite Gazing... bye...
JAy WannaBe™

Date : Monday, May 01, 2006
Time : 3:41 PM

Hi..
sorry ar. ytd nvr blog. cos very busy.. also never do much ytd.. morning play com.. after noon study my his... den i watch tv at night.. den do maths and chem until midnight.. chatted wib her.. hahas.. so sweet lor.. hehe (:.. hmm now t mr wee hse.. juz finish tuition and workin for him... mm go money one K! hahas.. hmm had a better understanding of bio and che now.. hope i can do well in both sub.. hahas.. sian.. tml still got PE lor... still muz play? but the good thing ish go school can see her..hahas.. kk la.. donno wad to write liao.. next time den write more k! byebye! cya...