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Tales of a broken guy.
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#Depressionist_Jay
12/05/1991

Im just a human being, fighting for LOVE and PRIDE.
GOD, CANOEING, MATES and FRIENDS are my loves. music and jay are my ADDICTS. while others are just. TRASH.

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Date : Saturday, April 29, 2006
Time : 2:31 PM
Hi...
First of all... muz apologies to mery and kimberly.. sorry ar.. my blog siao siao de.. ur name in grey.. donno why cnt change.. seems a bit camouflage... kk.. todae woke up in at 9.30.. hmm quite late... cos ytd night was really terrible.. cn't slp till 1... cos very sick la.. quite asmatic, after cough, macham ppl wanna die, left last words to sae... choy! still wanna live with ehr de.. nany things haven do yet.. cnt die... hahas... after i wake up den quickly go bath and went to the bank to bank my $50.. to at least make a thousand in my savings account.. sian.. if no $1000 they will start to deduct two dollars every month.. so bad.. haiz... so troublesome.. den after tat went to buy consession ticket for next month.. or else no bus take... den took 228 home... wah! the bus macham lyk oven lyk tat lor.. so damn hot.. should haven taken 60 home.. haiz... cos i wanna take 228 see can see anything friends a not mah.. hahas.. lame right... den around 11.30 reach home.. den ate mummy da bao den started memorizing his... haiz.. very scare this time exams don do well ,cos now very slack... hmm.. juz finish the part up to the collapse of second united front.. left quite a lot to go.. hmm.. muz study a lot sae.. or else lata cnt watch lost... cos stupid mummy don let me watch tat night... i die die also wanna watch today.. but scare daddy don allow... hmm.. let me see ytd wad happen.. cos nvr write in previous post.. hmm.. after dinner went into room try to study.. but really damn slack.. there play solitaire and listen to radio.. read read his nia.. nvr really memorize... den tio shock.. daddy wanna go see the election rally... hahas.. but donno how to go.. den ask wen qi she drag drag drag until he go liao... hehe.. good la.. he go liao den no one come scold me nvr study.. only mum at home.. den chat wif wen qi lo.. she die also don wan to tell me her secret... bad auntie!! hahas... no la.. actually u don wanna tell me also can de.. i won't force or threaten ppl.. jk nia.. hope she don tak it to mind... hahas... den out of sudden she didn't sms le.. dunno why.. den weiling sms back.. den told her nvm la.. cos daddy already left... den doro sms me.. hahas... juz in the right time.. cos damn sian.. she can pei me.. hahas... ytd was sho damn magical! everyone remind to enter the lift! hahas... muz horh.. hahas.. got special reason.. hahas... so shock when she allow me to hold her hand... hahas... shou zi jiao kou summore... wow.. yes! hmm... first time got a feeling election ish around de corner.. hahas... can see PAP and Workers Party de adverts everywhere... wa.. muz have spend a lot of $$ lor.. den juz now also receive a magazine from PAP.. quite nice la... wrote the renovations they're going to make.. My god... a skate park is wad they promise... nth to me anyway.. cos i don skate... hahas.. maybe cool la... kk.. got a few things haven mention yet.. i tink going to write too long liao.. roy and doro gonna complain.. hahas... but not as long as the second entry.. hahas... oh ya... think tat jay skins quite sucky.. so change into my first non-jay skins.. and its nice la... edited quite a while and its done.. first time finish skin change within such a short time.. hahas... quite glad nowadays.. Wen chien started tokin to me.. my god.. hahas.. maybe she forgiven me le.. hahas.. good thing la.. hahas... hope exams now quickly finish lor.. den can go out... muz save $ liao.. or else holidays no money spend.. hahas.. kk.. stop here le... don write too long.. lata ppl scold.. hahas... rmb to tag me when u enter my blog... BYe! Anyway... dar... if u see this... are u alright now?



Date : Friday, April 28, 2006
Time : 2:40 PM
Hi..
jzu came back from exams... this to you all in a yen ri de tian qi.. hahas.. haven recover from paper 1 yet hahas... hmm.. haven watch my hands.. ar.. it was sho sweet.. sho happy... hehe.. don tell u all.. haiz.. scare chi compo (oop) out of point.. hope won fail la horh.. hehe (: , die la.. this weekend got to suffer again, muz memorize and memorize, ytd cnt even wacth lost.. stupid mummy keep shouting at me.. use com also cnt... Arghhh!! sian la.. lyk quit miss canoeing lei.. hahas. long time never see mr sng le.. hahas... oh ya.. today exam sho funny, stupid herng keep acting cute, wah.. buay da han...quite happy la.. this june got bbq, and got class t-shirt.. finally got into a class tat is sporting... hahas.. can at least haven time wif her lo.. hehe (: kk.. wanna go study le.. work hard guys.. do well for my mid yr... aim for top 10 positon... C:



Date : Thursday, April 27, 2006
Time : 8:01 PM
Hi...
die la.. tml exams still blog.. .hahas... don care la.. tml ish eng and chi paper 1.... hahas... don need study one la... wakakas.. hehe.. today in class shoick la... mr gabriel and mr poon no lesson.. cos mr poon sick.. hahas i also sick.. si bei sian... tml exams still sick.. die la.. exams next week liao still no mood study.. ze me ban? i still wan top de lei... cnt la.. muz pia liao... hmm today no fun siao.. wanna watch fight den don have.. hahas waste my time... no la.. i nt sho bad la.. after all his is still my friend... den the stupid khim kiang sit directly oppsite to watch.. dem kp lor.. if i the guy i beat him first... he juz wanna see show and get close to clarabel nia.. lol.. den after watch liao they all chiong me and her.. wah liao.. send her home also cnt.. muz sho many people kapo... kai weng one enough le.. still got sho many.. don send lor.. hope tml can.. but muz wait for me dear... got chi oral... haiz.. don understand why, now adays in class damn moody... cos don haven contact wib her.. den bit jealous la.. kc so close wib her... hahas... maybe he need a girl after she left him? don dun snatch wib me lei.. my first time lyk tat lei... give me a happy ending can.. i wanna last this relationship as long as possible.. don wanna break... haiz... really sad in class now la... so lonely... sho i and her do well in exams tml.. and hope she knows my feelings and give me more care in class.. Muacks my dear... hope u can see this...



Date : Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Time : 7:13 PM
Hi...
Dear bloggie... not much things to sae la... wanna exam le.. haven study bio.. sian.. quite happy la.. todae... got a2 for his... den hear chi compo mark sian sian liao.. den todae in class eddie suan me lyk hell.. wa liao... i miss her look back cnt ar... den he sae i face turn black... sian ar.. miss her sho much... ar... actual saying fell sho cold in class... don tok much to des.. joke to wenqi and hui yan nia... den she also never come tok to me.. hope she see this la... don hope to mention this to her.. scare she tot i wan break... juz wanted a little more concern... (: ...



Date : Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Time : 6:58 PM
Hi...
my dear blog... back... hmm let wad shall i write...
Hmm.. give u all over view of wad i tink happned these few month... quite a dramatical change....
Kk.. let start wib Jan first... Hmm.. come new class.. not bad la... started interacting wif each others, get to know wen chiien and yanlin first thru the eng pro, both of us and them got p.s, den do wif them la... see dem quite ok la.. outgoing, friendly.. also get to know dorothy, xin yi, and the talkative atiting... hahas.. got to know beverley, bao xian and jia min too.. oh ya.. also told aiting and wenchiien they all quite a lot of jokes.. they laugh till hell.. can sae tat time ish the closest wif them la.. hahas... in class, the work den ok la.. feel maths a bit out of pace, so always try to catch up.. get to know kai weng too... hahas.. Hmm still got national trials in Jan... no bad la.. race against the 18s boys and NATIONAL TEAM!!! my god.. sian sian.. summore gt ex seniors lyk yy.. hahas... lose la.. actually saying tot can at least enter semi den out de.. but too strong la.. hehe.. manage to take down a JC boy.. hahas (:.. mr sng and mr lim also told me not to expect much.. hahas nvm.. good experience, den season trainin start le... quite sian la... did attend a few sessions... Oh ya, still got se 3 camp la hahas... It was fun la... tat time lend her my strivers shirt, and a paddle lodge shirt... The class quite fun la.. hahas... but quite sian... first day tio flu, den cnt enjoy lor.. but i lyk the rock climbing wall la.. damn fun,, stupid joel complete... i managed 3/4, of the other side... cos the one harder, i'm the reocrd holder on the other side.. hahas... but very tough.. come down hand there trebling.. hahas.. Flu recover in the first night... weird weird de... hahas... den at night got night trail, i lyk tat de best.. close eyes walk walk.. den go and see firefly, so romantic.. hahas... den went to bath and slp.. slp wif jj, ck, roy, yihao, ivan, and bong.. hahas... most funny ish, yi hao busy da han ivan snore.. shouted at him till he wake up.. hahas... 2nd day went play in the river challenge and many others.. quite fun la.. hahas... den our group the malays damn racists.. everything they do.. den me ck, and bong there sian siann buay song, xue qian also wif us... hahas.. 2ns night most cham, cnt slp wake up pk wif yi hao and roy, den very excited go and sing the rice buger advert of mac.. hahas cue qian laugh lyk hell.. hahas.. i'm born to be a joker.. hahas... den suay suay camp adminstrator come.. cos sing till too loud.. sian.. he confiscate cards den ask us go slp.. if not tell form teacher.. i there scare scare... cos form techer mr poon, got caught in school two times for playing cards liao,, summore all by him, he give a lot of chance liao.. den i tink if tio this time again die... hahas.. heng never tell.. but he mention abt us in the next morning.. there diam diam don dare sae anything... hahas... Den after the camp jia mu come and ask for yan no.. hahas... tink he surely lyk her liao lor... hahas... she chio bu mah.. wad can do? hahas... C.K.B a.k.a da jie da.... tats a small story between me and her.. hahas...
Erm, Dem Come Feb, hmm a bit busy steady wif fiona liao... sian la.. tok abt it sian lyk hell, lata den sae.. final episode of me and her ish on march... where evrything settle.. lata write there.. kk sae wad happen in class during feb.. hmm not much la, started askin for e-mails from class, den can add in msn and chat lo... hmm.. actually ar.. quite jealous about eddie being able to chap wif felicia they all so fast, i didn't even manage to get much contact den last yr lo.. only tok tok wif them.. hahas... i only manage to get a close contact wif dorothy, aiting, and wen chiien they all.. hahas... he good lor... got secrets don wan tell me de... a bit buay song.. but suan le.. den heard tat roy lyk wen chiien from sec 1, den yihao had a crush on aiting be4!!! hahas... oh ya.. forgotten, den the fly and insecticide major thing happen.. hahas... after sec 3 camp den i notice.. hahas tat 3rd day in the camp was a fateful one.. hahas.. .. we in field havin activites den insecticide there takin photos, hahas... den we and xue qian disturb him.. hahas... den after tat tink of campfire performance, fly came.. hahas.. den he ther suan me again, wan take part in competition not? den i fun fun sae.. nvm i got insecticide as my back up... tat one was the start of all.. hahas.. cnt mention name la.. lata tio things.. hahas... i learnt from sech dai ji.. .hahas.. hmm den Feb, more close wib dorothy, took no from herng, sms her, at first i tot herng stead wib her, cos see they so close.. den they send letter i interupt.. she die also don tell me who she lyk.. den cos of this tat change my life... lata tell u all in april... hahas... den found out herng was her godbro.. hahahas... icic... Oh ya.. still miss out a major event in Feb.. During lesson i bo liao go take eddie phone, den ka jiao lor.. type i love u to wen chiien, fake one la.. den next day they tot i lyk her, don dare sae.. den use his phone to express my feelings... den from tat time up to now.. can sae she totally ignore me lyk roy.. but got improve abit la... hahas... Oh ya.. still got aquathlon... we pronouce in as aquathon.. hahas.. another event to spack fly.. hahas... no fair.. he only tell the girls in canoeing, never tell the boys... den insecticide told us.. we went down... from tat time onwards den closer to insecticide... hahas... who ask him biased.. hahas... den tat day went down... he straight call us betrayers.. den scold rui heng got trainin donw an go... come support... den got 8 out fo many school.. quite happy.. hahas... running win herng... hahas.. but lose to loewe.. my god.. he is fast!
Hehe.. at last go to march le.. wakkaa... quite sian liao.. so write briefly... kk .march ar.. nth much, dorothy b'dae.. den didn't know... den belated lor.. went wif herng to tm to buy a grand piano for her, purple in colour.. quite ex la.. 30 plus.. den share wib aiting they all they complain too ex.. but still got pay me back la.. haiz... tell u all a secret.. actually go buy the present for dorothy gto scolding after tat got home.. cos told daddy cos home at 5.. 7 den reach.. cos dorothy they all wan tok tok mah.. pei them la.. cnt p.s girls mah.. hahas... she left a deep impression in ma mind.. sho cheerful... hahas... kk... hmm oh ya.. actual saying.. ever since we diff class ar.. can sae 2e2 2005 macham separate liao.. yan and lix in e3 chap rui heng they all... justin stead wib rou yao.. den only left i, charyl, eddie, xiang qun, and weiling.. den weiling xq and charyl always together.. eddie wib feli they all... i tio p.s.. all alone.... T_T... oh ya still got chalet in changi village.. hahas.. a lot of things happened there.. first time ym dad allow me to stay in chalet.. hahas my sis beg till cry also cnt.. i ask mr wee sae can liao.. den he agree.. hahas... hmm... first day in the chalet bbq night.. ate a lot of things.. den roy go play the arcade mahjong credit go up to 25... the arcade there damn cheap.. 20 cents nia.. hahas.. den the night they all never slep, went see aqua.. den rui heng sae damn chio.. hahas.. wa. suay.. tat time 12 am liao.. den tio saw by mata.. ask wad we doin here.. den quickly buy drink den go back to chalet... heng never let them heard rui heng sae buy beer.. or else die... den yi hao and herng went to da bao nasi lemak.. sae nice den bring back eat sae nt nice... hahas... den wanna slp le.. yihao scare of dark.. go toliet rui heng ka jiao off the light.. den he urine all over the floor.. hahas... so funny... hmm.. sec day quite a lot of ppl never come back, keith went norman bbq, den bing and herng go dota competition, den i go old folk home.. so angry wif weiling.. ask me meet at 1.15.. i wait till 2.00 no one came.. i went back to inter want to cut hair... angry la.. den saw wen xiong and ghim wee... hahas.. had a ncie chat wib them.. den never cut hair go back chalet.. with taxi.. sian... no feeling la.. mood swing... den waited for herng and bing and mr wee to come back.. den go eat bbq stuuf at the hawker... den insecticide told us the story of him and fly... hahas.... den second night they call daniel, roy and yi hao back... den they go play lan in the night.. while i go homework wif mr wee lor.. he help me do chi.. hahas... den mr wee scold bing p.s him in the chalet.. hahas.. tio gan... den we go makan... without daniel and herng.. cos mr wee sae he angry wib them... hahas.. we go eat the ipoh hor fun wib chick chop.. ncie nice.. but quite sweet the sauce... den the auntie funny, mr wee order aks me take the auntie tot i his son.. hahas.. den left the chalet... had a fun 3 days.. but 2 more days school reopen.. didn;t went eunice b'dae celebration.. i'm sorry.. i'm tired... Hmm... den come to canoeing... had a trainin wib yun loong they all.. my god.. he improve greatly.. be da han. .all sho fast.. no confidence of winning liao... truly let me understand where i stand.. .den heard news from diyanah tat got one k1 very fast... airman.. pronouce as ai man... he got his own boat.. my god.... i have no confidence in winnning... intensive training continue... heard more abt roy and wen story.. hahas... den guang liang come out new album.. yue ding... roy new song.. apart tong hua.. hahas... they all there song sing sing.. english version also got.. hahas... Kk.. now tok abt me and fioan.. tell u all break le.. kk .its lyk i ask her to hold on our relation.. concentrate in studies... cos my feelings also fade.. give each other sumtime..den she go find new stead... i sian diao.. break lor.. damn angry le.. lix and yan stead scold me.. its good.. i know where i'm wrong... continued to sms dorothy... had a fun time wif her during learning journey.. sat wib her.. tok abt him... she sae forget le.. think good for her also.. cos he goin to stead... no chance.. T_T.. sad for her... hmm.. also went to damai pri carnival.. had fun there.. .saw lao peng you.. had fun.. saw my primary school teachers too. .change quite a lot.. .hahas... didn't manage to see kenneth.. miss him and others... hahas... hehe... saved my $$ bought a ipod nano so cheap.. hahas... i finally got a mp3.. but quite regret... hope to buy a mp3 phone.. but scare batt run out very easily...
WOw... did know i blog until sho long.. wow.. broke record le.. .wakakak... hehe.. left a bit nia... hmm.. april... competition.. expected.. lost... den okay la.. not tat sad.. saw karen.. hahas.. miss her.. hehe.. den ask her abt jonathan... quite leslie wif leslie and min hui too... hahas.. hmm.. most scary ish yun loong.. lost... in heats.. a bit nia.. he cried.. cos he didn't charge... my god... tats hiong.. first time see him cried... den the c girls won overall 1st runner up... b division ish 4th.. boys teamm... all lost... sian... all slack mah.. hmm.. wonder whne mr lim gonna elect cap.. i tink sure yan ling de.. hahas.. hope i vice-cap la.. hmm ... he rich la.. change new car... europe alfa-romeo summore... hahas...hmm.. exams wan come le... sian sian.. oh ya... haven sae abt my story horh.. dunno should sae not... kk la.. sae la.. stead wib dorothy le.. kai weng better nt kp me liao horh.. sian sian he same block wib her.. den send her home don sare do anything... tat time started of school ish lyk her de.. but got fiona cnt do anything.. den in march busy steady le she told me she lyk me la.. den wanted to start wib her le.. she tell me crush nia.. den i give her time to find feelings lor... den she told me stead on11.04.06... maybe cos to console me of my loss? hahas.. don know la.. exams wanna come le... better stop here... bye....



Date : Monday, April 24, 2006
Time : 9:59 PM
hahas...
i'm back wif a brand new blog, brand new skins, and a brand new stead... hahas... its a long story k.. next time after exams le tell u all.. now exams ish around the corner... everyone work hard k.. hahas... den can enjoy after the exams.. hahas... die.. paper 1 on fri.. den still so slack.. hahas... today go for new south wales.. hahas.. sho difficult.. don know juz fill d and c.. hahas.. next time tell u all why.. hehe.. sumthing to do wif her... hahas... kk la.. gtg now.. next time promise write longer k.. bye...



Date : Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Time : 6:56 PM
Hiz...
welcome back everyone... hmm back with a new website with a new life with a new ability to love... hahas... hope ya guys come back to read...